Hey readers, almost 2 years missing now I'm back. I miss this site so much. Okay. I'm gonna tell you about my crush, my 'non-expired' crush. I've been like him for years, since I was 13 and now I'm 21. Almost 8-9 years I guess. But I never have a chance to... confess?? but, I don't want him to know that I have a crush on him..If he does, it's gonna be the worst day of my life. Am I too shy?? 

You know, sometimes I think I've been wasting all my time just thinking about someone that doesn't care about me.. don't you ever think it's ridiculous by wasting your entire life just for a crush??? doesn't make sense right?  I know I'm too scared to express this sick feels. Because I think keep this feel secret is gonna save me, but not really, it hurts me, obviously. Does every girl who have a crush feel the same way??