Heyo~ Good night fellas! Despite that its already late and I have class in the next 8 hours, I cannot sleep. Insomnia is really annoying rawrr!!

Therefore, I decided to write my first blog post. I am going to write about iKon and how I fell in love with all of them. I was in love with Kpop since I was 8th grader until almost at the end of my senior year. Back then I loved Gikwang from beast, MBLAQ, and BigBang, but with all school stuffs, national exams, and all the preparation for study abroad, I didn't really had time to follow kpop news anymore.

So I was living my normal live as university student for my first year study. Then in June 2015, when I went home to my homeland country and meet my older sister, she nagged me and told me to listen to iKon's songs : Long Time No See and Wait For Me. I said: " I don't want to." "I had so many things to do." "What so great about them?" Still she nagged me everyday for almost 2 hours. She told me how funny they are, how a great leader Hanbin is, and so on. I didn't believe her until she went back to Singapore to continue her study.

One day I had nothing to do and I started to browse Winner's songs (because I love their songs especially Empty, Color RIng, and I'm Him). Then I saw the songs mix of 'Mix and Match' on youtube (I know what Mix and Match btw, my friends also nagged me to watch WIN and Mix and Match but I hadn't watch them at that time) and I got curious, so I listened to the mix. "Yeaa.. It was good, but not that great." that was what I thought. Then their dance practice was on the suggestion video, I still remembered it was CL's Mental Breakdown so I watched that. and I was like "SHUT UP!! THIS GUYS ARE DOPE!"

Then I started to watch every episode of Mix and Match then WIN. When I watch Mix and Match, I fell in love with JinHwan immediately, how could I not? He was amazing. His personality was amazing. He cares about others so much, it was okay if he was the one who's hurt. He took care about other members, I remember when the first time HongSeok came and other members doesn't like him, JinHwan helped him to move his belongings to their apartments. Also when he helped Yunhyeong and JunHoe for their vocal, he helped them for every details. He never got angry that he might hurts other feeling. And he was a soft hearted person. He felt what others felt, the happiness and the sorrow. I cried when I watched he cried. My heart hurts when I watched he blamed himself and apologize when his team lost. I know it sound so cheesy, but I never cry over drama or movie but when I watch Mix and Match I really got emotional.

I could see how amazing their hard works are. Hard works in order to reach their dreams, and that affected me. I was feeling so down that time, about my future carrier and my studies. I love them, not only for an idol group but also as a role model.

After finished all episodes of Mix and Match, I started to watch WIN. I watched how they worked so hard and how they suffered. I heart hurt when I saw the last episode. How they sang and how the result turned out. They cried hard but they overcame that on Mix and Match.

It may sounds rude and not pleasing, but after all of this I feel grateful for team A winning. If team b was the one who won, team a might not have their debut and there would be no iKon. I couldn’t imagine that lol. And because of that there was Mix and Match so fans could know better of each members. Bobby and B.I could join Show Me The Money 3 and Bobby won the competition! And they have ChanWoo as the 7th member, he really is perfect for the youngest position. Team B became a group that was so professional even before they debuted. They became iKon and they grew amazingly!

Now they debuted and became the monster rookie group and got 5 rookie awards!! The have amazing songs, all of them! But when I saw their pictures on some of their fanpages on instagram and they looked super tired, I felt so sad.

However, it was their job and their responsibilities, and I know that they still are very happy. They enjoy their live, they have their dreams as their job. As an Idol. I just wish that they will have enough rest and healthy foods. I want them to stay healthy and happy. I wish that everytimes they read comment from heaters or if they get diss by antifans, they remember that iKonics will never let them down and we will support them. I wish that they will never get anxious weather iKonics will leave them during their hiatus. I wish that they have a good social life and have a lot of friends outside YG. And when the time is right I wish they finally meet the perfect love one, and build a happy family.

I know that iKon might never see this post, but I hope that all my wishes will come true. I love you guys!