I had a hard time, since mid 2k15. I was a patient person, cooling myself down for one minute and act like nothing happened. This happened for 7 months, I let out my anger on my trustable friends. 

Until, yesterday I had enough. And thats when I finally blew up. I'll type what I said. Profanities involved!

k fine

i had enough of you guys to be very ing honest k

you guys are so funny. this is why i think we're breaking apart, you rant about us not being close again. you probably need to know the answer yourself, and why.

sorry, i cannot be understandable for keeping your secrets from me.

everytime you guys let me know something and im the last to be informed, im so hurt okAY?

im admitting right. 

Im admitting it starting from mid 2k15 till now.

now you know the answer, why did i change so much.

I act like i dont care, thats how i got so good at lying

I keep asking myself, is it because of my mouth? You guys didnt think i could change for yall? I havent even told my closest friend about you guys' crushes

(my soulmate's name,). scared of showing me your phone makes me trust you no more. just hand the title 'soulmates' to (her best friend's name). I dont think i deserved it. 

I've been keeping this burden in me for so long k

One of my squad: It's because you and your friend are so close, we decided to be even since you keep secrets from us too.

so youre saying because of my friend, you started hiding things from me?

how nice

did you know, i tell you guys my secrets before i tell her?

after knowing you guys hiding secrets from me, i started to do the same. 

goodbye, tards.