for everyone

So it's been a while hasn't it?

 

Everytime I posted here, all I do is to say sorry here, sorry there because I can't do anything but to apologize. I really should have because I'm disappointing all of you. My friends here who I can't talk to and to my readers who are waiting and cheering for me and my updates but I end up not posting anything.

 

Ihope that you are not mad at me even I am mad at myself because of this. hahaha! 

 

One of the reason is University. Being a senior is really tough huh? I feel like I'm being offered to a titan or sometimes I walk inside Attack of Titans. (LOL) It is one of the reason why I am stressed and I can't update when I like to. So if you're still in high school or middle school, enjoy your life there because big things are about to come.

 

Second, well, something personal like friendship. (i'm really sure i mentioned it on my last blog) I don't feel motivated to write when something is creeping on my nerves and eating my heart (lol so dramatic of me). I'm sorry because I know that it must not affect me so much but I can't help it. One thing that I hate the most is being left alone even I'm used being alone.

 

Lastly, pressure in the family. Since I'm alreayd a senior in college, my family has more plans than me. They want me to find a work right after my graduation but seriously that is not what I want. I want to study more and expand my skills because I truly believe in  my professor statement that "your first job will dictate you whole career" and that's what I am afraid of. Having a genius and successful older sister is not helping also.

 

I'm sorry for venting to all of you.

 

I hope you all understand. But I'm not saying that I will not continue writing my stories, no. I just want to fix things up in my personal life, so that one day, I could do more creative things.

 

I thank you all, beautiful souls. see you soon ♥

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fudgee #1
Wah ! Fighting Author-nim !! ♥♥♥♥ *throws baozi XDDD
jhazza_min #2
Take your time. Its ok, I understand. Stay strong. Fighting! Goodluck w/ everything. God bless you always.
xmszt21 #3
good luck to you ^_^ and don't worry too much, i'm sure most of your readers will understand : )
shesamytheu #4
Wow, to think that I'm actually excited to start going to uni .____. I'm still waiting for uni/college admission so I think that it's not too late to give myself a pep talk LOL
reikaluv #5
Loooove, you know that I'm here for you right? You can always message me if you want someone to talk to :) To be honest, I feel you because I've been there and now I have a lot of new challenges to face. Have you done your thesis already? You should be fine, I know you will. You too, you should enjoy your studies because in the real world? It's really tough. /sighs Me too, to be honest. I was planning to study again, but I ended up working overseas instead and it's really frustrating to work on a field unrelated to your major. It just . But, you know what? We can surpass these trials. Big things are ahead of you. Maybe you can work first? Then save some money and then study again. That's what I'm planning to do too. ^^ Try talking it out more with your parents, but if they insist on you finding a job first, maybe you could do that and make a backup plan. :) Don't feel discouraged because seriously, it's really hard. I know it's easier said than done, but with a positive outlook, you can make it. One day you'll think back to these memories and you'll just laugh it out because you survived it. :) I believe in you so don't lose hope. Things may not go how you planned it yet, they happen for a reason. It'll make you a better person, trust me. You can do this, okay? You are not alone in this. Hugs!! Good luck with everything, dear! <3
lavezjoy #6
Its ok.. see you soon.. and god bless...
Jae-jae #7
awwww, it's okay authornim, i can understand, just be calm and decide for your future in the most rational way and yes, hope everything will be fine...... :)
chiruka #8
I kinda undertsand you Author-nim, though i'm not in college anymore since I am already working kekeke i really don't know what to say Author-nim. Praying that you will overcome all of it~ Be strong Author-nim! I will always wait for your updates Author-nim! Hwaiting! :)
parksanyeol #9
Being a senior is tough. been there like two years ago. haha. But it's all worth it.
LostButInspired #10
school/life will come first :)
i wish you the best and, i dunno wut to say anymore...just stay strong and everything will pass. im a 3rd yr uni. student. i can alrdy feel the pressure(what more if im on my last yr alrdy ryt? /cries/), i wish and will pray that your family will understand wut u really want to do after your graduation. like, if u think of it...it is really advisable to continue studying take ur masters etc (i believe this will help more in finding a very very very stable job ryt? plus the competition is real so we really need to gear up)
i hope the pressure of having a sister like that wont hinder u from doing things. you are awesome on ur own ways (but i must admit, such situations really especially if the parents will keep on comparing </3 )

u can do it :) i can do it :)
p.s sorry for my bad english ><
Givaren #11
It's okay darling. Take all the time in the world, we'll wait. Regarding your parents planning your future, I feel a little hypocritical for what I'm going to say (I'm also a Uni student but I'm still unsure with the direction I'm heading, so I followed my parents' advice on what degree to pursue- advice, not orders) but follow your dreams. In the end, you're the one who's going to suffer for not choosing what you want to do in your life. There'll be a lot of disappointments, sacrifices and tears, but it's worth it in the long run. Choose to be happy, okay?
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