okay so this'll explain my absence and why i haven't updated anything in a good few months. Basically i've had a lot of going on. We've had a good few problems with the house for the past few weeks which means we've had to pay good attention to any new water stains on the walls and anything else new that needs fixing, so that's been a stressful time. I've also had to do a load of focusing on upcoming exams and college assignment work. Since i'm taking a creative media course, i need to pay attention to a lot of my work since it's all visual and audio based so it needs to be of the highest quality, and i need to check im getting the best marks i can which is taking up a whole lot of my free time. I'm also preparing for two upcoming maths exams, which i seriously need to pass or else i'll have to retake the class for another year. 

i'm really sorry that i've been so inactive lately, i do check up on this site every now and again, but i haven't had any real time to be able to update any of my writings lately, hopefully i'll get the time soon. I hope you're all doing fine, and i'll check in again soon !! best of luck to all of you in the mean time~