Hi guys!! After some deliberate thinking that I constantly do over the weeks since December, I have finally come to a decision that I know will affect me in so many ways. First, I would like to say that I will be on indefinite hiatus starting today until well, who knows? HAHA. My estimate would be until May 2016 but I don’t know if it could be earlier or much later. But I hope not later than May because if that is the case, I might not find myself coming to this site anymore.

Reasons: A lot.

I know many of you would roll their eyes on me and even mutter a soft, “tsk.” But hey, writers of any genre took a break from writing whenever there is not much of a response from their works. To reiterate, I am taking a break from writing because I am so busy. I can only write in between breaks so it will really take a lot of time just to complete a chapter or a one shot. To reiterate more, I am taking a break from writing because I feel like I am just updating to a wind. I have over hundreds of subscribers but only not more than 40 leave feedback. You might say, hey that’s a lot compared to me who only got like this. That is not the case. Again, I am busy. I only update because I want those people who are subscribed to me to know the fantasies that are on my mind. I update despite the busy schedule because as a kyumin shipper, I wanted to share what is going on in my head. I find time to update because I cherish my readers so much that I wanted them to see a glimpse of all the fictional scenarios I think of KYUMIN. Now if they opted not to respond then might as well, I should stop PRESSURING myself to update on a certain basis and just focus on what PAYS ME THOUSANDS. Hey guys, I don’t get paid here. I don’t get paid over the breaks I do not take in exchange of updating to you. If that is the case, I better stop putting myself into this kind of situation and just keep these stories inside my head. Right?

Dropping of feedbacks.

I nom feedbacks not the number of comments. Hey, there are some authors who lock their fics to those who only subscribe to them or there are some authors who do not update if they did not reach a certain number of comments, what I only ask are your feedbacks. Nothing else. I don’t even demand upvote lol. You might say, “eh your fics are not good enough so why would I comment?” LMAO that is why you have to tell me so I know what to improve.

Motivation.

To be honest, I am heavily motivated to write everything. My mind is always thinking of new plots, new mapping out of chapters however, I am heavily discouraged. 

To be honest, I am heavily motivated to write everything. My mind is always thinking of new plots, new mapping out of chapters however, I am heavily discouraged. Updating to 200-300,700++ subbies is not easy when only a handful of them respond. So the only thing I can think of doing right now without sounding so rude and arrogant is to go on a hiatus. I cannot go on a rule of “I am not going to update unless I got an N of comments or I will lock my fics to commenters only” thing because for me that is rude and well, arrogant and forceful hehe. So I will setback a little and I will be back with written chapters. Again, as what I have said in my previous blog post, that my only source of feels are your feedbacks and comments and nothing else. I do not spazz anymore and there is only a minimal stuff to spazz on.

I can give you updates but if you cannot leave me feedbacks, I cannot give you updates too. To think of a story is easy but to write it is another thing, it takes hours and hours. With this kind of busy life I have, I guess I am not willing to sacrifice a little of my rest to people who cannot give me a minute of them.

Thank you and Goodbye ^^