Things have been weird lately. So, this morning, I woke up and went to my mom's room. She was searching for something so I asked what she was looking for, attempting to help her. Well, she explained to me that she put her phone, the wii remote and the tv remote on the floor next to her bed. I was confused at first but told her to go on. She then said that she was absolutely sure she put the remote down there. She said, "I know I put it there because I set the sleep timer. I went to turn the tv on, and it was gone. Get this, though.... The old remote was in its place." Okay so, we bought a new remote because our other one disappeared. It showed up on the dresser. Remotes just don't disappear and show up out of no where on a dresser. Doesn't just happen.

After thinking about it, I sit down and look at my mom and say, "Do you believe that I'm not crazy?" "What do you mean?" She asks. "This morning I thought I heard something. It was like, I don't know, 6 this morning. I thought it was the ice machine, but it went on for more than a few minutes. It was like ice shaking in a cup with a lid on it. It went on for about 15 or 20 minutes. I don't know." 

That does make me crazy, but there's more. 

One night, I was alone in my living room (you can see the kitchen from it), I think I see my small dog running into the livivng room, but then I realize that he's on the couch. 

(When someone walks through my kitchen, since my house is pretty old, it has this distinct noise) When my mom had her surgery, my sister and I stayed with my grandma and my dad stayed home. He thought someone was walking through the kitchen, but of course, no one else was there. 

As my mom says, "I'm having a feud with the closet". That has nothing to do with being "gay", by the way. Since I was about 3, I've had this.... feud with my closet. I used to think that things were going to attack me. Being a little kid, my mom thought it was normal to be scared of these things. It's still going on, though. I honestly feel like someone is watching my from my closet. I don't have a door on it because my room is so small and my dresser is sort of in front of it. I also share a room. It doesn't really feel like anyone is watching me when my sister is in there, but when I'm alone.... My room scares me.

I feel like I'm crazy, but I'm being serious. Maybe I need help. OTL. Whatever.