Okay, so first off, this is just me releasing all the feels that I've contained, so yeah...just a little warning for me being a little (?) Crazy...this is, after all, the first concert I have attended, and EXO's one at that!!

So I was a little late at arriving at the venue so I was of course, moody and a little irritated...you see, it is not just the fact that I was too excited to arrive but because there is this releasing of sequence numbers which will get you to save your spot in the arena, and it closes at 3! I arrived at like 2:38 or so...so of course I was panicking! Thank goodness though that I was able to get mine on time...the relief I felt was inexplainable as right after I got mine, not even 5 minutes passed when they closed! And I did not buy a damn VIP ticket to get my seat stolen and get pushed to the very back!

So during my wait in line, I met these two korean girls eho I have managed to have the courage to talk to ('m pretty shy with strangers) and I swear they are just both so pretty and cute, I honestly can't believe they are both 29! Like wth they look so young! They are extremely nice too! Too bad they weren't fansite master for I kinda hoped they were, I really wanted to know one! Found out that they were actually just fans wanting to watch as much EXO concerts as they can and I was like DAMN these girls are rich! They said they'd be watching Day 1 and day 2, VIP! So i was like internally crying because even tho i have a vip ticket myself i really wanted to attend day 2...if it wasn't fcking exams week i swear I would have!

Cue our entrance inside the very space EXO will be performing in and i was like still disbelieving that this is actually true like agdhfjlf! Honestly tho, it wasnt until EXO came out that i was like screaming and shouting and telling myself that this is indeed real!

OMG SO HERE GOES!!!

CHANYEOL! DAMN CHANYEOL! If you think he's handsome in camera, then you sir are DEAD WRONG! He was like so tall, (maybe im just short but meh, puberty was selfish) and blonde and just handsome! Almost all of the ones I asked and seen spazzing and attended the concert said that Chanyeol is easily one of the most handsome one in person! He is not even my bias but i just have to agree...Chanyeol...how could you...he even sent a flying kiss in our area and i like captured the moment in my ty phone! Svdbdjdd OTL

SEHUN!!! YOU ! YOUR BODY OMG His body was perfect! Such perfect proportions! Also, despite people complaining that he sounds very bad, I would have to disagree...because even through all the screaming around me, i perfectly heard his voice and it was actually good enough! he might just be a little weaker compared to the rest but it doesnt give you the right...his voice is beautiful!

BAEKHYUN!! MY GOD...YOU HAVE BEEN LIKE MY BIAS FOR AS LONG AS I HAVE BEEN AN EXO L! I honestly think that that wont be changing for seeing you right in front of my very eyes, just your existence showed me why you really are my bias! Contrary to what people said about Chanyeol, Baekhyuns is probably the opposite...he was fcking beautiful...You know what people around me said? 

"It's like i'm staring at a painting of an angel" & "his face is so small, smaller than mine, it's insulting my femininity"

He was so white, his face was small and extremely smooth and free from any imperfections! His voice was as beautiful!  

I cant help but feel selfish and a little down tho that i wssnt able to attend the second day...a lot of people said that it was way more fun than day one...and from stalking exo ls sns, yes it certainly was...

Although I am proud of myself for being a part of the very first PH Silver Ocean...now that is something I will never forget...well that concert in general is something i will never forget...my first ever concert and it was to my most favorite group of all! 

The second day from what i heard and saw from others was...just the BEST... the prmerformances were no different at all but more on what happened during the ments...the second day was the very day that EXO finally acknowledged us PH EXO LS!

It was all thanks to one (or was it two) of the most well known cover groups  here in the Philippines for making this flash mob thingy, like it was actually the FIRST TIME that the audience/fans danced together with EXO...that wasn't all but they had a showdown! PH EXO Ls kept challenging Baekhyun to dance to growl and the little puppy did!! And because they finally acknowledged us, Baekhyun even gave us our very own Fandom name! It is a combination of Philippines and EXO, thus PHIXO or PHEXO (I dont really know how to spell that) but i have never been more proud!!

And that is why I am a little down for I wasnt able to attend the second day...yes i was able to be a part of the very first ph silver ocean but j also wanted to be able to dance in front of them and together with my fellow exo ls (im not good but hey, its the feel man) and i also wanted to be able to play around with them during their ment...exo were a lot more livelier in the second day you see...and i just wanted to be able to hear them joke and praise us with my very own ears..

Yes im complaining but I am NOT blaming anyone...If there was something I would blame, it would have to be my goddamn schedule like just why did it have to be on EXOs concert day!!?! Im like crying in anger cuz F U GENETICS, HISTORY, AND STATISTICS!!! I FCKING HATE ALL THREE OF YOU!!

Sighs...

Although I still must say...I have never been more happier...the experience was...unexplainable...easily one of the best ones I have ever had...

Im just proud cuz even EXO themselves said that YES THEY DID ENJOY THEIR TIME HERE, That Philippines is the best, that the food (well Chanyeol said banana but whatever) was good, that the crowd was the loudest, that it was a first that they experienced the fans not fanchanting but singing and dancing along with them, that they would be releasing their new album soon and that they will surely be back here next year! Damn yes!!!

From this day, I VOW that the next time they come visit here again that i would be attending to all days of their concerts here! I promise!!!!

also EXO really appreciated the banners we ph exo ls made and was clear in their eyes! Baekhyun and Leader Suho's especially!! I was almost teary eyed at Junmyeons face...

PH EXO LS!! I AM JUST SO PROUD! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR MAKING EXO HAPPY!!!

Now sorry for this rant or whatever this is but i kinda have to go....still at school you see and will be taking that damn history exam i previously mentioned

Feels got to me so my sentences were meh and a little...?? Anyway if you get here thanks for listening (reading) this...

ANY PH EXO LS THERE?????

PLEASE DO SHARE YOUR FEELS WITH ME

MY FEELS ARE NOT YET OVER AND I HAVENT HAD ENOUGH YET!!!! I WILL PROBABLY BE POSTING ABOUT THIS HIGHSCHOOL EXO L GIRL AND THE TWO WITCHES I MET... I kinda need to release that as well....for now...good bye~♡♡♡