I actually need to write this now. Because if I don’t I would be too lazy to do it and all my thought would be evaporated in the next hour(?). So, yesterday I was so bored, then I go trough google image and scrolling some random pictures. Based on nigahiga’s video about ADHD, I assuming myself that I’ve ADHD, just because my mind always been so random. I started to googling about adele’s age, because I was curious. Then I looked trough her pictures on google image. I found a picture of rolling stone magazine cover with adele’s-after-shower-photo in it. I found it really interesting seeing adele’s bare face. So I type ‘adele bare face’ in the search box. She looks pretty even without make up! I like her..

After scrolling some image, I started to look at other celebrity bare face. Jennifer Lawrence for example. She’s a bae. Love her more without makeup. Then suddenly Baekhyun name came across my mind.

I typed in the search box.

‘Baekhyun bare face’

Scroll. Scroll. Scroll.

Nah.

Boring.

I’ve seen all these photos a long time ago. Hehe. I was baekhyun’s stan back then.

Blame for my fangirl soul that still stuck on me even though I’m trying to get rid of it. I ended up scrolling ‘baekhyun gay rumour’  image. I found something interesting. It’s photo of baekhyun’s hand. They said that his finger showed that he’s gay. What? nonsense. But I still click the web of that photo anyway. Oh is a forum in onehallyu.com. Interesting *smirk*. The forum talk about people opinion on ‘which idol that is homoual’. They mostly write down their thought about EXO’s member uality. Not just EXO, they talked about other male group as well. The discussions were about whether these idol homo or hetero, what kind of feelings one member have to another member, yeah something like that, boys love. They even talked about Kinsley scale. Surprisingly the forum leads me to another forum which contain A LOT of gifs that showed Sehun behavior who looks like gay. Well that’s new. I always look at Sehun as a straight. But because of those gifs, I started to doubt myself.

ANYWAY, just like the other night, tonight I’m doing useless thing like watching old videos on my netbook while scrolling down my instagram and giggling when playing sungyeol x joy wgm new episode. Yes this is Saturday night and I’m too lazy to study. Mid-test is still next month anyway. Haha. No need to hurry. There’s a time when I click the explore button on instagram I found something more interesting than the other thing that is interesting for me before. Chanbaek. Hugs. In. Exoluxion Manila.

Kelar idup gua (re: I died)

THANKS TO SEHUN FOR MAKING THIS HAPPEN TO MY LIFE.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykID3MXM3kI

You want to make them be like you, don’t you? you hard shipper

The thing is Baekhyun was standing still while Sehun trying to get Chanyeol for him. He. Is. Not. Budging. At. All. He was acting all shy (malu-malu kucing) (malu-malu tapi mau) /I don’t know the English//sigh/.

And Chanyeol.. he was.. I don’t know what to say about him. He pretended that he didn’t know what Sehun is trying to do. He tried to avoid Baekhyun. Even Sehun needs to hit Chan’s head to make him look at Baek.

The hug didn’t last too long. Chanyeol pushed Baekhyun away when Baek still hug him. That’s sad. I bet Chanyeol afraid he’ll lost control if they stay like that too long. Because as far I know, Chan rarely avoid skinship with other member. Sometimes he’s the one who initiate skinship. But tonight was different. Both of them were nervous. Esp Chanyeol hahha. While Baekhyun… I can tell from my point of view he’s desperate for this thing to be happened on stage.

I have been hiatus for about 4 months or more. I’m not sure. And last holiday I was started to spazzing about EXO again. Yesterday I read about EXO-gay-SehunTao-Chanbaek blablabla. And today chanbaek is sailing. I mean I just read about suspicion about Chanbaek last night and something happened tonight. I just want to say I’m so lucky.

I’m waiting for HQ pictures and fanarts. Maybe some fanfic about tonight event.

-xoxo-