Thanks for the advice. I'm still studying at high school though. I can't understand myself sometimes. Maybe the problem is because I can't express myself that well. My classmate said that I have great ideas,but the only thing is that I can't express myself well. Because of it people misunderstand me. Sometimes they are a little scared of me,because of my harshness and coldness. I get misunderstood like Jessica from SNSD. I'm just shy when I don't want it and sometimes awkward around people. It's not that I'm cold and harsh,it's opposite. I'm kind,dorky,friendly,optimistic and bright. But because of my shyness and awkwardness,people misunderstand me. Maybe because of it I'm sad,frustrated sometimes. But I surely know that there are some others things behind my mixed feelings.

Thanks for the advice. I'm still studying at high school though. I can't understand myself sometimes. Maybe the problem is because I can't express myself that well. My classmate said that I have great ideas,but the only thing is that I can't express myself well. Because of it people misunderstand me. Sometimes they are a little scared of me,because of my harshness and coldness. I get misunderstood like Jessica from SNSD. I'm just shy when I don't want it and sometimes awkward around people. It's not that I'm cold and harsh,it's opposite. I'm kind,dorky,friendly,optimistic and bright. But because of my shyness and awkwardness,people misunderstand me. Maybe because of it I'm sad,frustrated sometimes. But I surely know that there are some others things behind my mixed feelings.

Maybe you are sort of depressed and it seems you have many different emotions at once. I know its none of my business to ask, but are you dealing with something? It could be more than one thing making you unhappy. Also it seems like you hide your true emotions because you might be afraid people might use your weaknesses against you. Or its not easy for you to express yourself. Haha these are just my theories not sure how they can help you, but I've been there more than once and its not a good feeling. Not knowing why your sad. That's the big question, 'WHY?' I'm not sure how old you are, but don't worry too much about the future I'm sure you still have many things to do and a lot of time. Also try to live in the present because you never know what tomorrow will bring. If you ever need anyone to talk to, need advice, or just rant haha you can message me and I will listen. Just want to let you know you aren't alone:) Fighting!!!

Maybe you just have found your interest and passion yet? Life its about experiences and all. So keep searching till you find it. There are times that I've been wondering and having the same questions too. It dosent matter about the past, so dont regret about it and move on. Its not too late to start over. I think just as long as you dont give up there's always hope. Dreams do come true if you work hard and believe . Dont be afraid about the future, cause we dont know what will happen next, but make sure to take a step now to achieved what you want. I hope you'l feel better soon. Cheer up . You can do it

i feel you.. :(