Friendship,

why do I alway put people 1st when she always puts me last . 

doesnt she how pain she's making me feel? 

How much I'm suffering 

how alone I feel 

no she plans to and leave me behind and see places I want to see, when I invited her to join me wherever I go but she still wants to make holidays coz she want to spend her money else where. 

Sorry about out this but I need to place to write this but she's on everything I have but here. 

Im I better of without her