I'm so lost

I'm honestly... so lost. I don't know what I'm going to do, nor what I need to do... I don't know if I should be happy or hurt when I'm hurting so badly when I'm supposed to be happy. 

I'm so stuck and torn between being who I want to be, being who I need to be and who I am...

and in all honesty, I don't really think I can take much longer. 

I'm a fighter, they said. 

But the only thing I'm fighting is myself... and I'm losing....

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Kim_Taemi
#1
I've gone through the exact same thing.
Having my parents dictated my life, and my friends expect so much from me and keeping up a status I was pulled in many directions.
Emotionally, psychologically, physically I was'nt myself, or who I was.
Then I learned that you need to trust yourself and your abilities in life,trust yourself and never doubt your reason for living.
You are amazing Bunny-ah!
xadrimusicx
#2
You are strong and you are a winner. Have no doubts and just believe in yourself!
santiikaputrii #3
Dont forget to be happy everyday :)
sleepingprince
#4
Never give up. Just keep fighting and keep on moving forward. Have faith in yourself and believe in the good. Eventually everything will fine. Stay strong and I hooe that you'l feel better soon.
peccatrix
#5
if you're fighting yourself and you're loosing
that means your other self is winning
in a way you're winning both ways.
Ballerina_Belle
#6
I'm having the same feeling right now.
Be strong okay? :)