MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ^^ (PLEASE DON'T KILL ME) + APOLOGY

 

Hello and MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY ^^ I WISH YOU ALL AN AMAZING HOLIDAY AND ALL YOUR DREAMS TO COME TRUE~

 

It's been awhile ever since the last time I talk to you. I know, I know, I AM A HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE PERSON!!! First I don't write blog posts, second I don't read as many fanfictions and don't get in touch with the Amazing AFF comunity lately, and most of all... I haven't updated my stories or written new ones in about an year now... Ouch... Now when I think about it... It really had been a long, long, long, long time... ( Couldn't help but think about Inside Out here *chuckles awkwardly and coughs after*)  I know you are probably sick and tired of excuses but I will be completely honest with you.

I lost my muse of writing, even when I have new ideas they all fade away pretty quickly. And even if I try to write them, I reach the middle and then stop and forget about it because I don't feel as attracted towards the idea anymore, or I don't have time because I have English assigments to do for uni. My university keeps me pretty busy and I am getting sick and tired of English at times because of all the exercises and the thought of writing stories in English doesn't seem that...appealing at the end of the day...

But I am slowly working on it... If you have ever enjoyed my stories and I have let you down Please accept my deepest apologies. I've never intended to disapoint you guys. Maybe you will be able to read a new story written from me soon probably a one shot... but still. Again, I am really sorry about disappearing all of sudden and all. I will do my best to finish my stories and update new ones, but I can't promise anything right now and when it will happen if it happens.

I have NOT given up on my profile and on writing stories here though...there were times when I had thought about deleting it but... I have put a lot of effort into my stories and my times here in AFF and I don't want to lose all of that. It's not worth it just for my stupid lack of muse to write right now. I know I will regret it so I won't give up on my profile ^^ Because when my muse comes back...Hell will break free xD

So anyway... I couldn't miss to wish you all Merry Christmas because this is a holiday too special to be ignored ^^

LOVE YOU ALL~

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jongkey2012
#1
Oh lovely don't give up <3 I am sure when you feel like writing your be able to finish and write more ^^ I have already messaged you back but merry Christmas lovely and thank you for always cheering me up with your sweet messages :3
Dracula-oppa
#2
Aww this all made me sad, Yeobo T.T
I need to push you a little harder to work on your stories, you woman. Just wait until we return to the dorm. Hell will break free.... *turns on evil laughing mode* Muahahaaahaaaa!
And merry Christmas to you too~! ( even though I already wished you a merry Christmas)