Life is not comfortable
It feels like I just can't handle sh*t anymore. Breaking a little, yes.
I'm saying that I'm fine, but I'm not. So much obligations and when I stop thinking about one, another one comes up. I need to swim because of training-diary, but don't have time.
It feels like I don't really have control and it's bad. To feel like I have control, I turn to unhealthy options to cope with feelings and... Idk. I just want to disappear...
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