I don't even know what I should call this. :'( friend maybe?
I want a friend who actually cares whether or not I'm upset or happy.
I want a friend who actually wants to talk to me, for me.
I want a friend who won't cancel at the last minute for I don't even know reasons.
I want a friend who will tell me 'hey I'm busy, I'll text you later' and actually do it instead of never contacting me again.
I want a friend who can talk me out of falling back into harmful past-times, not push me towards them.
I want a friend who'll be happy I'm happy, even if they don't understand or really care.
I want a friend I can text and not worry about whether or not I'm bothering them or worry about whether or not they're going to bother replying.
I want a friend who shares my interest instead of brushing them away.
I want a friend I won't be afraid to share things with, not worry about how they'll judge me or if they'd even care.
I want a friend who I can talk to.
I just want a friend.
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