✿ FLEURS's Baby's Breath ⋮ 김애사
× english: sasha kim
× aysa | her first name | everyone
× a-star | trainee nickname because she always wanted to be the best/ex-stage name
× elsa | because of her cold-ish personality and because she sang the song "let it go" in her predebut teaser | fans and media
× sleeping beauty | because she is always sleeping/sleepy and it's super hard to wake her | manager and members
× serious maknae | because of her reserved and serious perrsonality even when she is the youngest | Almost every one
× english | fluent | her country's native language
× korean | fluent | her father's native language
you're staring at me
× casual 1 2 3 4
× formal 1 2 3 4
× sleepwear 1 2 3 4
"I’m not antisocial, I just dislike being around people.”
On Stage
– Aysa is a somewhat shy, quiet, reserved and serious person to most - making her seem like an ice princess sometimes. She normally doesn't talk much when she was still new to the industry, preferring to let her members to do the talking for her. This is because she has a fear of saying the wrong thing and being embarrassed in public. She was scared that she might do something wrong and tarnish Evermore's name.
As the months passed on since their debut, Aysa begins to open up and reveal her true personality. She became more playful and seems to be more comfortable being on variety shows, even to the point where she showed her cute side by doing an aegyo. She became more open during shows and promotional events, which is a relief to everyone as she was giving of a bad image. Soon after, Aysa becomes one of the people's favorite members in the group as they loved to see this new and improved Aysa. Though in secret, she's still quite reserved and quiet, unable to completely shake off her shyness.
Off Stage
– Aysa’s reserved personality continues when she’s off stage as well. She’s always rejects when any of her friends or her members invites her to hang together or go out. She prefers to stay cooped up all alone in her room for the entire day, only going out to use the bathroom or when she’s hungry. Her unnies often joke that she was like a vampire, only coming out at night when she’s looking for food.
The main reason why she likes to keep to herself is because she was always used to being alone back home. She had no close friends before and her parents are always busy so spends most of her time by herself. Aysa likes it when she has company but she prefers solitude and being let to her own thoughts because it has been her way of life for a long time and old habits die hard.
Though, sometimes, the remains of her former personality can be seen through the cracks in the cold front that she built as her image. These events includes the time where she giggled loudly and did a Minnie mouse impersonation for a variety show (everyone was shocked, including members because they never saw her aegyo before), the time where she actually did an aegyo and pouty face to convince her unnie to buy her food (again, first time this happened), and when she actually volunteered to do the Gwiyomi dance in front of a stage full of people.
“Impatient? Controlling? I guess you could say that.”
Aysa is also the 'bossy ahjumma' and the 'dictator' of the group - as called by some members. Raised as the eldest child, she is used to taking responsibility and things done her way. It was a bit hard for her, the transition from being the eldest to one of the younger members. She sometimes argues with the members when they're not doing something she specifically asked them to do correctly. Aysa realizes that this is a problem and tries to tone it down as much as she can.
Aysa is also quite temperamental, inheriting her short temper from her father. She easily gets annoyed with things and is sometimes a bit too impatient. Her members continuously complain that she’s like a ninja by how she manages to disappear so quickly. She’s not the type of person who would wait around for someone and usually just leaves them when she got tired of waiting, around 2 minutes later. (This includes her manager and her group members when they had just finished performing for Music Bank. Everyone was congratulating everybody and chatting around after the show. She got tired and went back to the dorms by taxi, which makes their manager crazy trying to find their missing maknae.)
“Books are my life. They’re my only escape out of the harsh reality that is my life.”
Aysa is also a very avid reader. She could spend her entire day lost in the world of her books, leaving everything behind. She sometimes gets too absorbed in the story that she doesn't even notice when someone is calling her. That’s how focused she was. It didn’t matter what kind of book she was reading. Romance, science-fiction, fantasy…. She loved them all and would spend her entire day in the library or the bookstore, reading her day away.
Aysa gets pretty peeved when her members are being loud when she is trying to read and often tells them off for doing so, embarrassing them in the process. Lately, she’s become quite taken with the world of fan fiction and is surprised by how talented the writers and impressed by the way they managed to think of the plotline for their stories. She especially likes the ones about her fellow Kpop idols, impressed at how these people had placed her fellow idol in such outrageous yet ultimately sweet stories. She, herself, aspires to be a writer someday.
“I thought that ‘the imagination was more important than learning’?”
Aysa also has a very active imagination, which helps her immensely as she also loves to write. Give her a random title or scenario, and she can twist it around in her head to form an awesome story. Her unnies are impressed by her writing skills and have often asked her to write fan fictions about them and their biases (yes, idols have biases too), to which she will roll her eyes but will write them anyway as she loves them.
Aysa will also occasionally write lyrics for songs that she made up herself. A few times, she submitted her songs to the creative director for consideration. The Director confirmed that the lyrics were beautifully written and the melody was just as sweet but since most of the songs are not exactly ‘in the market’ type of stuff, they are shelved and sidelined for later.
Unfortunately, her creative thinking also means that she has a short attention span. She daydreams or falls asleep during meetings, long speeches, and sometimes, when people are talking to her which usually annoys them (especially her manager and CEO). She easily gets bored and will use sleep to escape such boredom. She even fell asleep on the stage once during a hosting job while waiting for the groups to perform (her fellow MCs had to slap her head to wake her up).
“My Taoris (her laptop) is my life. I can’t live a day without it…”
Aysa is also the computer tech/geek of the group. Her expertise with computers far outrivaled those of her members, managers, and pretty much most of the idol population. Her members usually go to her if they wanted to get their computer fixed, jailbreak their new phones or downloading the software they want online *ehemtorrentehem*.
She and her laptop are practically inseparable. She brings it EVERYWHERE and cannot act normally when her laptop isn't nearby. Her members are sometime worried about her computer 'addiction', but she waves them off, just like the stubborn girl that she is.
On free days, she would spend hours in her room surfing the internet, only coming out for food and not bathing (her members would often scold her for this slightly disgusting habit). The members once tried to get her out of the room by plugging the wifi modem in their modem but their plan failed when they saw her switch from surfing the web to playing computer games on her laptop. Sigh.
“The members are everything to me. I couldn’t ask for better sisters to go through all this with me.”
Aysa is also a very caring and loyal person. She loves her members like her own sisters and would never allow anything bad to happen to them. She always defends her members from haters and sasaengs, either up front or online. Whenever a member is sick, she would be the one to take care of them and even sleep beside their bed to make sure that they were okay. She’s also the one who often treats the members whenever they wanted food, and whenever she DOES go out for dinner or shopping etc., she would also buy stuff for her members.
Aysa really appreciates the love she received from her group members as ahe misses having a sister and secretly really wants to reconcile with Saera. But unfortunately, both her and Saera's prides and egos are keeping them from mending their sister bond again. Both girls swore to defeat each other no matter what.
Kim Aysa was born to Kim Ah Min and Ha Lin Dae on the 7th of October 1997. Her father was working as a business entrepreneurship speaker at the National University of Singapore when he met her mother, Singaporean-born-Chinese Ha Lin Dae, who was also a speaker but for Finance instead. They got married in 1996 and had their eldest child, Aysa a year later.
When Aysa was a little girl, her parents decided to increase her co-curricular skills by sending her to violin lessons. It was harsh as the music teachers were really strict but to please her parents, she went through the pain. However, her love for music really began to develop when she accidentally saw the daughter of one of her music teachers practicing in one of the dance rooms. The daughter was a very popular singer in Singapore and Aysa couldn't help but to gape in awe at the way she performed and the sound of her lovely voice. From that day on, she promised herself to be just like her.
As a child, Aysa was always at the center of attention of her family, being the little star as she loved performing and singing for her family members ever since she was little. She often put on little recitals and holiday performances with her cousins during family gatherings.
Her younger sister, Saera was born when she was 4 and loved performing just as much as her older sister did. The two were famous in the family as the Kim sisters, and many of their family members remarked that Aysa and Saera might just be idols one day if they worked hard enough.
As the years passed, her rivalry with her younger sister began to increase. Aysa is a natural beauty with her own unique look and features by even she had to admit that Saera's beauty is one that rivaled hers. Saera gained more attention from people as she was younger, more charming and more beautiful than her older sister. This makes Aysa feel left out and shunned by those around her. They often argued with one another, their sisterly bond getting weaker as they got older.
Aysa tolerated her sister's behavior but her last straw came when Saera had 'accidentally' tripped her during a Christmas play that they were starring in, knocking her flat on her face. That event was the most embarrassing moment of her life and will haunt her forever.
As Saera was only 8 years old at the time, nobody blamed or punished her for the incident. Instead, everyone seemed to blame Aysa for 'ruining' the play for everyone there. That was when she decided that she had enough. She wasn't too bold to run away from home or anything but she promised to herself that she would be an even bigger star than Saera will ever be.
Her best friends had recently introduced her to Kpop which she found very unique. She never bothered with Korean music before, despite being half-Korean herself. She was immediately intrigued by Kpop music, especially with groups like Girls Generation, 2NE1, Big Bang and Super Junior. She was determined to enter the Korean music industry and started prepping for her audition.
She had originally auditioned for S.M. Entertainment when she was 13 and managed to get accepted as a trainee there, even managing to score a place as one of the SM Rookies. She met a lot of the idols there and befriended many trainees there. However, she soon realised that being a trainee at the famed S.M. Entertainment was anything but a bed of roses.
SM's extremely packed schedule and harsh treatment towards their trainees affected her heavily both physically and mentally. Her heath started to decline and her parents became extremely worried after seeing their daughter's poor condition. In the end, they made the decision to pull Aysa out of S.M. Entertainment for her own good.
She had auditioned for S.M. Entertainment but her heart was always drawn to Daybreak Entertainment for some reason, mainly because of it's unique style and how the agency is more lenient and gave freedom to their artists to develop as idols, letting them keep develop their own images.
After her health finally recovered and after 2 failed auditons, she was finally accepted as a trainee at Daybreak.
× novels and fanfictions
× FOOD
× sleep
× dramas
× Kpop
× boy bands
× her laptop
× her iPod
× snuggling with her cat
× varsity jackets
× wearing her pyjamas all day
× singing and dancing to the latest kpop song
× hanging out with her members and her friends
× animes (especially Attack on Titan and Naruto)
× being embarrassed (it brings back the bad memories and humiliation)
× being woken up from her sleep
× vegetables YUCK!
× waking up early
× being yelled at
× people underestimating her
× people arguing with her idea,
× being rejected,
× being uncomfortable,
× staying in the studio for too long
× her younger sister
× selfies of herself
× sasaengs and haters
× coffee
× reading novels
× writing
× watching videos on YouTube
× playing video games
× swimming
× sleeping
× singing and dancing
× playing with her cat
× hanging out
× shopping,
× watching TV,
× vlogging,
× watching movies,
× eating
× surfing the web
× reading fanfics about other kpop stars
habits :
× pacing when she's thinking
× biting the end of her pencil
× sitting with her legs crossed on her chair
× picky eater (will setaside any vegetable including onions)
× lock herself up in her room during free days
× speaking in Chinese when she's upset
× fangirling when she sees her oppas on TV
× taking random photos when she's bored
× gives a long commentary when watching a movie/TV
× Was one of the best english students at her old school
× Has a pet cat and a laptop, both named Taoris
× Has been a trainee at SM for 2 years
× The eldest child of 2
× Has a younger sister who is a trainee at Cube Ent
× Is a shikshin and former ulzzang
× Can only cook frozen food and instant ramyeon
× Allergic to dogs, but not to cats (oddly)
× Loves playing with children and babies
× Hates vegetables since she was a kid and will refuse to eat any (including onions)
× Keeps her nutrition balance by eating lots of vitamins
× Gets along better with guys instead of girls sometimes
× Is jokingly called the 'umma' of the group
× Is inspereable from her laptop
× Sang Elsa's "Let It Go" for her pre-debut teaser
× Everyone kept calling her Elsa/Ice Queen after that
× Heavily ships Yonghwa and Shinhye (Yongshin)
× Her favorite drama so far is Heartstrings
× Currently, her favorite songs are Gone by Lovelyz's Jin, Love Falls by Juniel and Jonghyun, INFINITE's Last Romeo
× NBSB (No boyfriend since birth)
× Wants to become a writer after her idol days are over
× Is a huge anime/manga fan. Her biases in the anime world are Levi from Attack on Titan and Naruto
× Is not a big coffee fan. She only drinks it when she needs too
i've got a feeling
× father | kim ah min | 48 years old | business speaker | aysa's father wants his daughter to involve herself in an IT career because of her skills with a computer. he doesn't really support his daughter's career as an idol but lets her go because she promised to enrol in a tech college after everything is over.
× mother | ha lin dae | 43 years old | finance speaker | Lin Dae is an amazing woman and Aysa loves her very much, though she sometimes wish that her mom would stop spoiling Saera that much since it's not good for her. Lin Dae is also very stubborn. Whenever she and her husband fight, she will refuse to apologize and he has to make the first move first
× sister | kim saera | 14 years old | Trainee at Cube Ent. | saera is what most girls dreamed to be. She was beautiful, talented and had a bright future in front of her. She seems to be nice to everyone except for her sister, whom she treaetd with no respect at all. She considers her sister her main rival and swears to seize the spotlight.
× best friend | yoon hayi | 19 years old | trainee at daybreak entertainment | they were both accepted into the agency on the same day though hayi's debut date is still unknown. the two of them were originally part of the line-up for another group but they didn't make the cut. hayi is often sad at her unknown future as an idol.
× rival-turned-best-friend | jeon jungkook | 18 years old | idol (BTS)| the two of them first met on the first day of school. They both attended School of Performing Arts Seoul and are in the same class since they're the same age. Their strong personalities always clashed together, leading them to hate each other at first. But after they saved each other's from getting framed for an elaborate prank, they've been inseparable ever since.
× close friend | kim taehyung [V] | 20 years old | idol (BTS) | aysa and him have been close friends after he saved her from falling off Namsan Tower when they were doing a CF during their trainee years. taehyung as a secret crush on Aysa but her doesn't want to tell her in fear it would ruin their friendship and because he sees the way sehun and aysa look at each other.
× reluctant partner-in-crime | geum dalnim | 19 | idol (fleurs) | dalnim and aysa are each other's partner-in-crime, be it pranking their members/managers/seniors/staff/dog/cat/hamster/ceo etc. or even when one of them needs someone to accompany them to go to the bathroom late at night. though it is mostly reluctant on aysa's part, she still goes along with dal and is often amused at her shennanigans. dalnim is also her favorite unnie in the group.
× frenemy | jeon jihoon | 23 years old | idol (zeus) | jihoon was the sunbae who was assigned as aysa’s mentor for her vocal training session. From the beginning, they were very hostile to each other mainly because the both of them were hard headed. jihoon was a perfectionist who is always critical of aysa’s performance and aysa – who hated being bossed around – often rebelled against him, which often landed the both of them into trouble. it became more and more unbelievable when the two of them were actually paired off during 'we got married' - despite being in the same company. what's even worse was that they had to act lovey dovey in front of the camera or risk jeopardizing their career.
× rival | cho hanbyul | 21 years old | rookie actress | hanbyul is a rookie actress who happens to be sehun’s on screen wife on ‘we got married’. she loves that being sehun’s wife gives her extreme publicity and loves to act lovey dovey with him in front of the press, which really annoys aysa. plus, she often chides that aysa is too young and too new in the industry to handle the ‘adult world’ even though she herself is a rookie.
i can't even catch my own heart
× singing twin: jin - lovelyz (seunghee -clc )
× dancing twin: irene bae -red velvet (soojeong - lovelyz)
× rapping twin: yeeun - clc (yeri - red velvet)
× talking twin: tzuyu -twice
× acting twin: naeun - apink
× variety twin: irene bae - red velvet
She loved her life as a trainee at Daybreak. Sure, it was hard. But if this is what was required for her to achieve her dream, then it was all worth it. She was also shocked to find out that her sister Saera had also passed her audition and was currently a trainee under Cube Entertainment. This fuelled her determination to succeed as an idol and to bring Daybreak Entertainment's name to the top.
It was during her trainee days that she decided that she wanted to change. Ever since she was little, she was often outshined by her sisters in both looks and talent. Well not anymore. She was determined to shine and she started it off by spending more effort on her appearance and working doubly hard during practice.
Aysa was a complete natural at singing but for some reason, when it came to singing, she became a total klutz. Whenever they trained, she would miss the tempo, get the steps mixed up and more than often, she would get called out for her bad dancing. This made her panic as one of an idol's main job was to dance after all. She just couldn't understand how her dancing skills turned out bad since she performed a lot when she was younger.
Things were getting worse as the days went by. Daybreak was in talks of debuting a new group and she knew that if she didn't do something soon, her chances of becoming an idol would definitely dissipate. With hard work and many sleepless nights, Aysa finally managed to master the skill of dancing.
However, this doesn't seem to be enough for Aysa who continued to push herself too far. She stayed in the practice room after everyone else went home so she had more time to focus on her performing skills and even stayed up till late at night. This led to the other trainees nicknaming her 'A-Star' as she tried too hard to become the best.
Aysa's own future group mates didn't understand why she overworked herself too hard. She already one of the most talented trainees in the agency and her performing skills were already top notch. They started to get worried when they realized how pale and tired she looked all the time and how she had lost tons of weight so rapidly. Eventually, the CEO got wind of her abusing her own body and working too hard that he decided to put a stop to it, in fear that she would overwork her body and fall ill.
Her members decided to step up to their roles as her family by taking care of her and giving her the comfort that she needed. Aysa decides to let go of her grudge and jealousy against her little sister and focus on enjoying herself as an idol.predebut :
× sm rookies's performance | pre-debut with sm | she covered "lucky" with ten
× girls girls girls - got7 | pre-debut | she made a cameo as one of the girls
× my house - 2pm | 2015 | she was the female lead of the video
× only you - miss a | 2015 | she made a cameo in the video
× fleurs bullies trainees | false | a few weeks after debut | this was created by anti-fleurs fans
× fleurs maknae being naughty? | true (but media thinks it's false) | after exo's album-launch party | aysa was photographed running away from the party in ahurry, her clothes disheveled
× jeon jihoon and kim aysa dating in real life | false | during we got married era | aysa was still depressed over sehun, leaving jihoon to awkwardly comfort her by taking her out to eat
i'm going to find my heart
despite his insistence of not having any aegyo, he is one of the most derp and dorky members of exo and is genuinely adorable. he always wants the best for the rest of exo and sees them as big brothers that he always wants to be with. he is a caring and loving person contrary to his blank expressions during interviews which might make him look aloof or cold. but he does get jealous pretty easily.
after aysa left sm and debuted with 'fleurs' 3 years later, they bumped into each other again when daybreak entertainment threw a debut party for them at a hotel. aysa, who was the maknae and pretty much banned from alcohol (despite the fact that a majority of her unnies were also underage but are allowed to drink), only sulked in the background, unable to join in the 'fun' properly.
unbeknown to her, sehun and a few other exo members were eyeing her as she was the only member who was sitting alone and not partying with the others. sehun, who seemed interested with the rookie girl, stealthily approached her and offered her a non-alcoholic drink (at least, that's what he told her). unaware that the girl had never even tasted alcohol at all, sehun got aysa really drunk and she threw up on his shoes, disgusting him immensely.
aysa was scolded immensely for getting drunk the night before and as her punishment, she was banned from the practice room for 3 days to her dismay, which meant that she had to work harder later to catch up with the rest of her members for her comeback. she decided to shake off her hangover by drinking heaps and heaps amount of coffee (despite her hatred for it) at a secluded coffee shop which was rarely frequented by people.
for weeks and months, sehun tried his best to squeeze his way into aysa's heart by treating her like a princess, giving her gifts, surprising her with gifts and pretty much acting like the perfect gentleman. however, his effort was ignored by aysa as she could feel this insincerity. it was when he calmed down and started to act like his real self when courting her that she started to fall for him.
conclusion : when jihoon confessed his genuine feelings towards aysa, she was shocked she couldn't say anything and sehun, who was furious with jealousy, punched him in the jaw, causing the other man to fall. when aysa defended jihoon, sehun felt so hurt and told her that yes, he had made the biggest mistake of his life when he made that bet.
"...but never, have i ever, regretted falling in love with you."
aysa: you have a concert to get too, and i'm pretty sure hanbyul is waiting for you backstage.
sehun: what? what are you talking about
aysa: i saw you and her. it's no big deal. you guys look really good together. i'm happy for you two.
sehun: it's okay. i still love you too.
aysa: but-but what about han-
sehun knelt on one knee.
"will you be my girlfriend?"
status : enemies/one night stand but in the end, dating
× dalnim and aysa sismance
× we got married - definitely
× battle with another rookie girl group
× mt with the zeus boys
× colab between fleurs and other male groups
× cf and acting in dramas
× maybe the girls could go through drama before their debut - like a member leaving prematurely?
× trouble competing with other rookie girl groups from bigger companies
× gayo daejun with other rookie groups like this
× company troubles
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