Why it is so hard for me to stay as your only bestfriend when you show me that you always there for me? Stop it. I'm falling. 

Every day, you're there, every time I fell frustrated, you're there to comfort me, everytime I am happy, you make me more happy and everytime I don't know what to do, you are there by my side supporting me and giving me strength. Is that was you call a bestfriend? I mean, you take care of me more than your true girlfriend. Eveytime, I felt guilty because everyone thinks that you and me are couple and your true girlfriend is my bestfriend. 

Do you think it is easy for me to handle this situation? Should I stop? :(