Umm...

I don't know where to share this problem of mine so i decided to share it here. I'm in college now,and i've been thinking about doing cutting and suicide since i was in high school..

I can surpress the thought about doing suicide but it's hard to not cut.. when i have problem or having homesick (since i live in a dormitory) i have the thought of doing either of it.  When i have that in my mind i always think that my family and friends will be said if they now i cut.. but recently i think maybe they will be better without me around them.

I know that this is wrong but the thought of cutting keep appearing in my mind everytime i feel down..