I'm Sorry ;_; (But There's a Bright Side?!)

-sigh-
I know right? Surprise, I'm not dead.

I know that a while back I said that I was planning on coming back to AFF soon, but school has been knocking the wind out of me.

I know I can't say much I really don't have any good reason as to why I haven't been writing; it's just a lot of writers' block, I have no inspiration, school, etc. So I'm not going to say much, but I would like to tell anyone subscribed to any of my stories that at some point they will be finished. I promised to myself when I first started writing that I would actually finish what I started and I intend to keep that promise even if I don't write very often.

Now don't get me wrong I actually write pretty often.

It's just that when I do write I don't know what to write and I don't like putting out something that I'm not satisfied with so I usually only end up writing like a sentence and then deleting it the next day and two days later it repeats.

AND I HAVE EVIDENCE THAT I ACTUALLY WRITE!!

I am working on a oneshot because it's something that I've wanted to write and I just love the idea of it and I hope that once it's done it turns out great.

So far I'm almost half way through with it and guys... It's already like 15K long.

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I you not.

I've been working on it for like forever (since late June I believe) but I don't work on it a lot nowadays.

I don't know like I said I really have no excuses, but it is much easier to write when I don't have school to worry about, I'm taking two AP classes and they are much more difficult than all of my other Pre-AP classes and just ew. I hate it. AP Euro is the worst. 

 

So yeah. I basically just wanted to tell anyone who actually reads this that: 1. Yes, I am still alive and 2. I intend to finish my stories even if it takes me forever because I'm a terrible unreliable piece of trash. 

(And the reason I'm saying this now is because Thanksgiving break is in two days and then Christmas break is also soon, so I will have tons of free time (three weeks in total) and hopefully, since I have nothing better to do with with my life but play Guild Wars and eat I will update ALL of my stories at least once.

 

Peace~

Love you all~

I'm sorry I ~

 

PS. I wrote a total of two sentences for JTTOU (Just the Two of Us) today!! Currently working on it when I decided to do this blog post thingy majiger. Here's a preview...

"Stay here, they won't do you any harm, just stay with them and wait for me to come back. I have to go find Luhan."

"Luhan? Yifan what are you-" but he was already out of sight. Leaving Zitao alone with a warm ear and two Guards- whom he didn't know or trust- standing just behind him.

Cautiously, he turned to face them, his hands shaking and his eyes still red from crying.

Around the three of them were trees; he had been so distracted by the presence of other people that were strangers to him that he hadn't noticed where Yifan had taken him. Something was strange about this place, although the night had lain a blankets atop everything, there was grass between his toes. Soft, green blades of grass that Zitao had never had the pleasure of setting foot upon- surely this couldn't still be the Encampment?

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