UPCAT RESULTS... dundundun... 3 passers with the same surname... NAME NOT THERE.          

Kaya pala ang hyper ko kanina, ang saya saya, everything was good, my smile never forced pero ngayon, di ko lang alam ba't biglang pakiramdam ko tuloy ang liit liit ko.

I failed the ACET and the UPCAT. Dammit. 

Kahit pa sabihin na there are people in worse cases, that doesn't change what's my fate--kung anong kinaratnan ng review classes ko at refresher courses. Sorry mama and papa :((

*2nd roll of tissue*

Hindi ko na na iniisip yung UP as my school. I'm not even expecting na makapasa. I have no plans studying there. Pero here goes my papa again, telling me the story of how he passed that and stuff. Dapat daw ganun din ako.

EXPECTATIONS, meet REALITY.

Ba't ko nga ba iiyakan yang school na yan? (iskolar ng bayan ka lang naman kung dyan ka) 

SHTOKWA.

I feel... so... dumb... 

Ba't ganun T_________T

Nakakaiyak lang swear. I can't even breathe through my other nostril -_______- Pambihira. BARADO NA! AYAW NA!

Nakakaiyak lang promise. Stupid UPCAT. Anong karapatan mong ganito ung iparamdam sa'kin? Sino ka ba, ha? 

(Bitter lang ako kasi hindi ako pumasa at idodown ko nanaman lahat ng kapamilya kong umasa. Shz.)

Naiiyak talaga ako. T_________T Heartbreaker ka UP ;___; Dati pa man din kitang dream school. SAKIT AH.

MAS HINDI KO PA KAKAYANIN KAPAG NAG-UPDATE NG MFR SI HUNTRESS TONIGHT. Di ko kakayaning ma-HB si GD tulad ko ngayon :| HUHUHUHUHUUUUU~ 

I don't feel any motivation in anything I do na. 

SHIPPU'S STATUS: HEAVY HEART 

I'm slowly dying and slowly shrinking... Sana hindi ko dalhin 'to ng ilang araw. Happy week ahead, ne?

I hope so.