Since Jonghyun hasn't come on...

AT ALL... 

I'm finally moving on... 

I just think it's so cruel that he treats me so nicely, 

then abandons me the next minute... 

Here's his one and only (sweetest) pm to me:

Blingbling_Jonghyun ( 1-1-2012 02:43:07)
Hello Key,
Firstly, i want you to know that I LOVE YOU, and Jongkey is live! I want everyone to know there is such thing as "Jongkey"!
Secondly, i hope that your resolutions and hopes for the New Year will be fulfill. 
Thirdly, i hope there will be an increase in the number of Shawols, and we'll be able to have a comeback next year. ^^
Jong ❤ Key. ^_^
With much loves,
Bling bling Jonghyun ❤

I'm just so regretful that I didn't appreciate him more when he was so hyped to see me... *tears up* 

But it's ok now I guess...

I just have to find someone else now ;) 

I miss you Jonghyun.. But it's over now. 

If you ever see this.. You'll know that it's too late..

Maybe..