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i just sat down to eat dinner but my bro did the usual and kept telling me that im too fat and that i shud stop eating but i ended up tearing up and crying bc i’ve been feeling frustrated the whole day, then my mom started yelling at my bro and he began yelling back and telling her he was just joking and i know he’s not being serious, since all my friends tell me i'm too skinny [i'm 43kg, which is like 94 pounds] but it’s hard to take it as a joke when he does it literally every time i sit down 2 eat. his comments r influencing me to the point where i feel guilty whenever i eat and i often starve myself @ school and only eat dinner the whole day

idk man im just so tired of all this i can’t wait to move out

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woozisgf #1 Nov 18, 2015 19:41:16

im a bit late but i just wanted to say that youre not too fat youre perfectly fine the way you are okay eat all you want and im so sorry youre going through that i wish i could help *sends you an internet hug*

Sparklypink #2 Nov 6, 2015 13:32:33

I went through the same thing in high school with my mom. I'm sorry that you are going through this, as I would never want anyone to go through what I did. Luckily for me, my dad finally noticed my troubles and told my mom she was never allowed to bring up my weight again. I know she wasn't trying to be malicious, but the comments did get to me and I started skipping meals as well. I made it through that really tough time in my life and I hope you do. Support systems really help so I also hope that you find that as well. Try to keep strong until you finally have a place of your own. Fighting!

Layni17 #3 Nov 6, 2015 13:22:40

Ah, honey, you need to eat more! You're smaller than I am. Eat all you want, seriously no one else's opinions matter.
Even so, I don't think your brother means it and you need to be a bit more understanding of that.

Insane-sabe #4 Nov 6, 2015 12:49:08

Oh God now I'm crying.
My cousin has a similar situation, her mom is who bashes her. She is actually fat but she keeps trying to exercise and attempt to eat healthy (even though her mom only cooks unhealthy foods and orders fast food....everyone in that house is fat) and to say she sit down on her own fat and bashes her own 14 year old daughter pisses me so ing off. Yet she once attempted to bashe me for being skinny like please I put her right in her ing place.
At school my cousin doesn't eat or eats a very little thinking it helps but I don't know...
Where I am now studying in Uni in a different country, they're the only family I have here and it completely disgusts me so I haven't been to their home in the 3 months I've been in this country.

ing digusting aunt of mines, thank god we're not blood related