A Little Escape

Have you ever feel like you are so sick with everything in your life and you think that you would rather vanished from this world?

I feel like that for the whole month. I'm sick and tired of my friends, my parents, my siblings even my pets. All of them tend to get me mad and wants to dissappear. I don't know why I'm feeling that way. But maybe it was just because I'm really really tired physically and mentally.

The only that was keeping me insane was writing. Every single time I was mad or upset, I write. Usually I crumpled the paper I was scribbled on and I burned it. It felt like all my anger was being burned along the paper. It is really soothing for me. And writing a story on my laptop and diary was my little heaven.

I never write a blog like this, but maybe, just maybe, this could be my new little heaven when I need my little escape.

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RyanHiga #1 Nov 5, 2015 04:29:52

I know exactly how you feel! I've felt like this several times this year, mostly due to assessments. I was so stressed that I was just sick of everything. I wanted to disappear from Earth, but not necessarily commit suicide. I questioned whether I was depressed or bipolar, but I think I was just stressed, as it's been a long year. Take some time to care for your mental and physical health. Eat some good food, take a bath, listen to your favourite music, or take a long walk to clear your mind. Do what makes you happy. If you're comfortable with it, try talking to someone. It'll get better. Trust me.

musicbeat #2 Nov 4, 2015 03:42:45

many times. I wanted to disappear but I'm too much of a coward. :)
those feelings will pass and never forget someone is there for you~ but sometimes we have to make the first step before they can reach out^^ fighting :)