OKay so after all that drama from yesterday, I forgot to mention one thing:

WEIRDEST DREAM EVER. That might turn out to be another disaster of my life >.<

So there's this guy who's really smart at our school. He's also really quiet, and is on a swim team.

In other words, probably the perfect package. Maybe. :P

Anyway, he sits next to me in band cause he plays flute (LIKE A BOSS! I mean, when do you see a guy play flute and rock at it? It's pretty awesome.) and I got to know him through Marching Band and other stuff like that.

I had a mini crush on him in the beginning of the school year, but I liked another guy that more (until I found out he had a girlfriend >.<)

So -checks other blog posts- one of my friends tried to get me to ask him to the Sadie Hawkins dance (after my mini crush was over btw cause I kinda stopped talking to him after marching band season was over). Pushy pushy pushy. I guess it made me talk to him. 

And then the other day I had a really fluffy dream about him...

I know some people would go like "EWW!" because he may not be that good looking, but at least he's not one of those players. To be honest, I'm not that pretty either, so I like to judge what's inside.

BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT THIS TO BE ANOTHER CRUSH!!!

Feel free to comment that I'm crazy. >.<