It don’t know if I’m stressed anymore, my brain is shutting down and I am loosing myself. I just cry out of nowhere and work is piling up as I just feel physically sick at the thought of completing it all. I am wasting away and I don’t know what to do, everything I saw for myself has gone I’ve lost the spark that I had about my future careers. I’ve lost all my hope. It’s like college is a big murderous villain that is just feeding off me and my energy. College is becoming a problem not a safe place for me, I sure don’t feel safe there. Yet I am stuck there for two years.

My anxiety is all over the place, my thoughts are drifting, and I am drifting to that dark place again. And I am scared I am really scared. I just want someone to hug me and tell me I will be okay, I wish for that special person to make me feel safe… but at this rate I am just going to waste away.

I don't think I can do this anymore…I have been fighting for way to long….