This is not the first time for me to have a serious talk with a heart broken friend but it doesn't mean it gets any easier everytime. I talked two people out of committing suicide, two broken hearted friends, and one of those are both heart broken and suicidal. Everytime I talk to these kind of people I am squishing my friend for words that will be accurate for the personality they have. Damn if I didn't need to think of their personality it would be so easy but hell this friend of mine which is currently my classmate is sensitive, she is the type to always give up without even trying. 

Why hold on when you both are hurting both mentally and physically? I mean maybe I wouldn't understand because I have never been in a relationship but I know for sure that at this age LOVE IS A LUXARY NOT A TREASURE. The difference? a person can walk away from the luxury, but a person will never walk away from a treasure.

She smokes, she drinks, she cuts herself up to divert her pains away. Every stick lessens her life for about a day, every bottle raises her chance of getting sick, cutting herself up won't ease her pain, it would just add to it. I told her destiny will find a way if they are fated to be together and made her promise me to never smoke and cut herseld anymore but hell it's so hard to talk to a person blinded by love that I knew from the beginning will not last.

I'm sorry to those who will read this and waste their time but I am just so frustrated right now because of my friend who would rather risk herself for a relationship that is simply too much for her to handle.