Ahhhh. How i really wanted to be a trainee someday. Well, if i was even allowed to.

I hope my dad WOULD let me audition online atleast. Its not that I'll get accepted. (Maybe. I could say that atleast.)

Oh, my long lost dreamnmmm.

Have faith on me. I will work my out. Seriously.

.............................

A FEW MONTHS AGO.

Me: Ayah, can I go to an audition?

Ayah: Where?

Me: Online.

Ayah: For what?

Me: For an agency.

Ayah: Agency? What agency? And where?

Me: YG Ent. It is in Korea.

Ayah: What??

Me: Alaaaaah, pleaseeee it's just an audition! It's not like I got to pass it, puhlease!

Ayah: Eeeehhhh. You always delay your prayers and ^&$^@$!*# (I dont remember what he said) /continue watches tv/

Me: /anticipating/ (is he going to say yes or no?) Eheheheheh.

And then, it just went like that. I dont know if he still remembers it or simply ignores it.

But. Before that conversation happens. My mom said that my dad ALLOWS me to become an artist once i finish degree. I don't how to react. Happy? Or despair?. Nah.

I'm not that awesome.