Hey~

Well I am still sick but I arrived at my cousins house hours ago and out of the two children I was supposed to babysit the oldest is staying at my house with my brother while I am stuck with the one that pretty much hates me but only loves me when I do what she wants. I am suffering  from tensopn headaches and it is effecting my left eye and my neck and shoulders, I feel dizzy and can't move that easily. I really want to be at home in my own bed recovering from this...but I can't get comfortable on this sofa and I can't sleep without a fan on...

Luckily for me I tired my cousin out and she is fast asleep on the make shift sofa bed I created because she was scared to sleep upstairs on her own. It is currently 22:24pm and I am tired as hell but my paranoia and anxiety is really getting to me as I know my cousin is going to come home drunk...and I am scared of drunk people...hence why I never got invited to parties or even drink for that matter. 

It is way to hot and I can't sleep *sigh* someone send a fan hahah 

okay bye for now