Whats the point

Whats the point in trying if there is no one to appreciate it. Whats the point in being happy if you are critized for being too fake. Whats the point of even talking about it if you call me stupid and say its all in my head. 

 

You dont want to help me so why shouldn't i give up.

Give me one reason why I shouldn't give up.

You telling me that people care about me and dont want me gone is not an answer because they dont show it. they dont show it and i have to keep it all bottled up

 

I am not allowed to show emotion so why not.

 

You cant call me crazy then leave me by myself. You cant insult me then just say its a joke. You cant say i am weird just because I don't smile as much as the next person, if i cry more than anyone else.

 

 

I just want someone to help me, but you arent giving me that so

 

 

Maybe

I

Should

Just 

Stop

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CaptSunRiser
#1
There are people who do care, there are people who will support you, but that's not why you should keep going. The thing is ... if you give up, then you will end up giving up on everything. You will give up on the sadness, but also the happiness. You will give up fighting for the good things you deserve. You will give up looking for the friends who are truly supporting you. You will give up the love that is waiting for you. Nothing in life will come easy, but nothing that truly matters is ever easy. If it was easy, then it wouldn't really matter. If only for that, you should keep fighting. Those that say "You're weird, it's all in your head, blah blah blah" do so because they don't understand anything about depression and anxiety. It affects everyone in different ways, and there is not a one-stop cure for it. For some, you can get over it with a little counselling or a really good chat with a friend. For others, it can be physically disabling and can cause so many problems for the rest of their lives. Sometimes, you can't look to others for help. Sometimes, you have to look at yourself and trust in yourself. I have had a lot of people say to me in the past that their problems aren't that big because they're upset that they've struggled on a piece of work, for example, and they aren't understanding it and nobody is helping. And, compared to those in Africa who have no home or food, it is a small problem. BUT IT MATTERS TO YOU SO IT IS A BIG PROBLEM TO YOU.
WinterEssence00
#2
There is always someone there to help you and one that won't judge you for being you. Don't feel like you are ever alone because you aren't. Things may seem hard now but they do get better in time so don't give up. Keep pushing forward.