Forgive me friends, I just want to vent out my frustration which I have been keeping to myself for weeks now. I'm in desperate need of an answer. Can you help me? Uh, is it possible for someone to forget everything in an instant? Of course, for me it's a no no situation. But I guess there's no other choice. Yes, all people make mistakes but not all people are willing to forgive. I just feel too useless right now. I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. I hate myself, and I can't forgive myself too. Should I take a risk again? Even though I know there's a chance that that person will forgive me, I just cant get myself to it. Call me a coward, I really am. To that person, whom I truly care for, I hope you're happy now and that you're not thinking of me anymore. I know you've been nothing but good to me, but I failed you. I hope someday we'll meet again... I hope someday I have the right to see your smile again. I hope... And I have faith in you. I promise you, I'll be better. I miss you... Goodbye.