Hey.

I told you not to read this because this is just some word vomit but if you are reading this... 

Hi chingu~

So i started attending college last august and of course i joined organizations. One of the orgs i joined is annyeong tomasino. Its an org that focuses on k culture ((they have fun events like hangeul 101, dance workshops, running man))

Anyways, im not a pro dancer i started a year ago because i fell in love with dancing so i gathered all my courage ((my self confidence is -100)) to join my org's dance troupe.

So, okay. I messed up. Badly messed up. I wasnt prepared when i went to the auditions and my stage fright decided to attack me that time but fortunately luck likes me, i got in.

So, this morning, i got a notification that i was added to the group but the thing is... the thought of backing out suddenly came to me.

I dont know why too. Maybe because i have no friends there yet or maybe because its a university wide org or maybe because i feel like  im not good enough to be there but whatever the reason is... i have this urge to back out.

I dont know what to do. I really love dancing but im scared and i also dont want to throw all my efforts to audition. I really dont know what to do. ㅠㅠ