Yo~ 

My last post was about my subject choices and I went to drop Photography yesterday....because of it making me physically sick with stress (stress headaches and stomach pains) I get barely any sleep because of it and I don't know what to do...

The woman told me yesterday that it was straight foreward I couldn't drop the subject because it was to late and no other subject would take me and I can't only do two subjects which is stupid concidering I take Japanese as well but because it is only a certificate it apparently doesn't count as a class... So I sat there holding back tears as she told me that I am just going to have to deal with it...how the hell am I supposed to just deal with it! So now I am stuck being sick with stress headaches for a year now. 

After that ordeal I went out and still suffering with a headache I had to sit through a class that basically nothing went into my brain because honestly all that is on my stupid brain is Photography and how I am going to deal with the stupid amount of work and stress. I went home and had to finish 3 massive peices of work for Photography and 4 pieces of HW for English - which with the English I haven't even finished because the photography took so long...I have been sat here since 3:30am trying to finish the english work. They say to just deal with it yet I am getting barely any sleep which then causes me to have problems with staying awake in my other classes and I haven't even taken notes properally for the past week because of the headaches on top of the sleep issue... 

Yesterday I started having the first signs of a cold...the runny nose,,,and I woke up this morning with a sore throat... why seriously *cries* I am so glad it's friday! But somehow I have to take 80 photos for photography this weekend for Monday...kill me please *destroys camera* 

I shall go and carry on with my mountain of work so good bye and sorry for the rants