It all started with my group of friends. Last summer we had a fight as I open up to them that "I feel like I'm being an outcast." There they 
started telling me what they hate about me. It seems like they hate EVERYTHING about me. I cried & cried that night thinking "woah. They see me as that kind of person. They should have tell me from the start." It was hard for me since there's five of them and there's only me. I tried to stay away to avoid more conflicts. Two of them went to visit our house with their parents to make it all up to us. They cried & cried saying "We're sorry, we're just being honest with you. Let's start over and make this friendship work out. " That time I didn't cry because I was so hurt and I felt like I've given out all my tears from the last time I cried. Well anyway I said okay and I tried to reach out to them in school. But guess what they're the one who's staying away from me. I thought "We'll make this friendship workout." Well I didn't give a damn about that no more until our issue spread out my other batchmates. There I started to talk to them once again but it felt like they don't care at all. So I let it go. Then just this week, starting my Sunday with annoying issues.  

One of my friend posted on twitter, rude things about me. I deactivated my personal twitter account to avoid issue so I've got my friend to screen capt the conversation. I've got my mom read those and she got so angry, of course who wouldn't. It was really offending. It was sent to my adviser for an action to end all of the rumors. There comes a time where I wanted to do a suicide but still I thought of my parents and those people who stayed for me.  Then today I've discovered the song called "You're worth it" by cimorelli and it's really a good song it's lyrics gave me hope in life. So now I am feeling okay and ready to move on. Ready to let go of the past. I want to end it all and if they keep on judging me til' the end. I know karma makes it double or triple for them. Atleast I myself know I've done my part as a human being. And I've come to the realization that "Why would I cry for them when there's people who's a lot worth it of my golden tears." Anyway BTS Predebut song "Tears of School" also gave me hope in life. Specially Suga's part. "They made the weaklings weak, they made the strong powerful." Which is true. Yes there's a lot of them against me but I don't believe in justice rather I believe in KARMA which is a lot powerful than any punishment in the world that exist. 

P.S Thanks to my haters I've got to enhance my talent in composing my mixtapes. And 
I've done one. The others are on the making and I am happy to say that I am ready to move on and smile 
and watch the haters to hate me more. 

"So much that you've been through that nobody knows."