Now I am writing this nonsense poem

For I don’t know how can I express my feelings

I can’t express it through music for no music can describe every bit of what I feel

I was happy yesterday but today my heart is shattered

I don’t know if it’s shattered to pieces or what

But I just want to make this disappear coz I hate this feeling

I am sweet but you’re cold

I am trying your ignoring

It drives me crazy how you react to me

I am afraid to get tired but it will never change unless we fix this

I want to tell you I want you to hug my sorrow but how if you’re the one causing it

Everything should be gone

If I can only drift lanes like a car but I can’t

I am this stupid being who’s waiting for the right moment to feel happy and loved again

I know you do love me but please I am shattered please mend my heart before I can’t be fix

Now I am sitting here alone looking at the sky imagining I am with you

I want to cry but I can’t it’s too much to cry

I will be here until I can as long as I love you

Like I always say

I wish it will be fix soon before I decide to leave it

But now I need to be strong for you to realized I won’t give up

I won’t

Not now

Not till I still can go on…

I am just another woman who loves you so dearly

I am not like this before I knew you

Not until you confess to me I became this being

I will fight for you till we set things straight again.

What I hold is our happy memories, after all I always look forward for that butterfly filled moments.