I cried at the 'you can smile as long as we're together' part. 

Let me tell you a story.

Okay, so if you checked my older account, thereforyou, you'd notice that I'd always put my stories on hiatus because I had UPSR.

So, I aced the test, I got 5As and I was accepted to enter a boarding school which my brother previously entered. But he moved last year for a certain reason.

So, when I entered, everyone was like, 'oh, are you Aben's sister?" Aben is a nickname they gave my brother.

Turns out, my brother wasn't as innocent as I thought he was.

There, he was a bully. Like, a hardcore one. People call him Satan, he smoked, he was naughty, he'd beat juniors up, y'know, common highschoolers.

So, everyone thought I was going to follow his footsteps, but I didn't want to. 

So, during orientation week, I changed myself. I was quiet, polite, acted smart, things like that and I was picked as the PKB(Penolong Ketua Batch) or in English, Head Of The Girls or Assistant Head of the batch.

BUT! When I was picked, the prefects (who guided our orientation week) asked us first who'd like to volunteer and me, and another girl raised our hands.

So, we went to the front, gave our speeches and the rest of the batch voted.

So, this girl's name was Khadijah. 

The deal was, Khadijah was this junior that everyone hated. She was the first girl that the seniors 'settled' in our batch. (settle is when the seniors call you in a certain room alone, and they, as a group, or the whole batch, yell at you and stuff)

People hated her because she was kind of close to boys. So, I stayed away from her.

But, she reminded me of my old self so much that suddenly I started being close friends with her.

And then, we found a new friend. Her name is Syasya. She was pretty, Khadijah was pretty and told by manyothers, I was pretty too.

So, together, we became close friends and like, we became hot among the batch and all the other batches. And I was becoming my old crazy self again.

Slowly, people started warning me and Syasya about Khadijah. Because she was a naughty girl and such.

And slowly, I pushed them farther away. I left Syasya alone with her and I search for new friends.

Day by day, the feeling of longing towards the became stronger and I, wrote a letter to Khadijah saying I was sorry and such. (Do you wanna read the letter? I'll post it the next time I come home because the letter is in Khad's locker)

So then, we became trios again.

Untill, one day. This was the 7th month

At 2 a.m or so, someone entered my dorm and woke me up. 

It was Nurin. (along the way, we found 5 new friends)

So I asked what she wanted and she said 'Kak Ana panggil kat 3.7' (Ana sunbaenim is asking for you at 3.7)

At first, I was confused but, I thought she just wanted to speak to me about my batch which alot of other seniors do since I was the PKB. 

Well, turns out not.

When I arrived Khad, Syasya, Afiqah, Hanim, Aqilah, and Iman was there together with a group of form 4's (16) and a few more batchmates

By then, I was scared. Because I thought I did something wrng.

At a boarding school, the most important rules are.

1. You must remember all seniors name.

2. Give salam, bow and smile when encounter a senior. (salam is like basically saying 'annyeonghaseyo, sunbaenim~)

3. You never ever disrespect a senior and when they tell you to do something you do it.

So I thought I did something wrong.

And that night, we were settled.