I don't know why.

But this place give me the creeps...

I always go deactivate my account and go reactivate it again over and over and over.

The memories of owning and sharing a shop with someone, the accomplishment : satisfying a reader with new chapter every week, the friendships that started to grow stronger each time logging in, the fun searching for new roleplays or searching for new fanfics to read.

Yep, I still can never move on. Even with going to another website, the community here is nothing to be compared with... the bond between AFF-ians (i dunno what to call AFF anymore) are more stronger and we care for others more than any other online community in the world.

Even if my bestfriends (where are yew?) already left me, I hope there's more I can find... lel. after two years on and off deactivating and reactivating my account. *killed*