There are times that I wonder

Why does my dreams seems so unfamiliar even with my burning desire

Remembering the times that I did not do well

Letting them assuming things that arent even 100% correct

My heart had a different idea

When it started aching at the thoughts of it

They said you'l know as you live

Just because the a heart is beating

Dosent mean the person is living

Thoughts continue to pile in my head

Dont know if I can ever make it

For everything that they master

I took it longer

Afraid that I might make a mistake

That all the good will disappear

Everyone is talking about something that I dont have

Luxurious house , fancy cars, all the blings and the cash

I can only watch

But not experience

All the pain and the heartache

Was to motivate me to do even better

My heart remember what the mind forgets

So when normal dosent attract me

I raised my tendency to the extreme

Doing things others havent done yet

I see a promising future right ahead

But they said that I cant differenciate my fantasy to reality

So let me tell you this

Let me show you !