I'm done...

I'm done loosing everything in my life. I'm done hurting the ones I love. The feeling is terrible. I never wanted to hurt her/him. I just wanted to show her/him that love is beautiful but I ruined it all. I made a mess. I wanted to give her/him happiness but I just caused her/him pain. I ruined it all. All of this is my very own fault and I know it. She/He tries to help me and says "don't blame your self "but I know it's my fault. I just wanna run away. yeah I wanna run away to some where nobody lives. I wanna be someone new. I want her/him to be happy. With me around she/he hurts everyday. I wanna get lost...

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ilovenino #1
Wow. I am so sorry for whatever has happened. Remember: you had good intentions - that's what matters. You made a mistake and no one can blame you for it. You're a human being - you're allowed to make mistakes. And personally, I think it's admirable of you to care about them so much. Considering what she/he has said, you should try to let it go and move forward. Please give yourself another chance! You may have hurt the ones you loved time and time again, but I think they would be more hurt if you left them.
MasterHero
#2
calm down. everything will be fine. face your problem and solve it carefully. if want to be new person then do. change your life to the better one.