Dear you, 

All my dearest readers, I'm sorry for the long hiatus. I need to fix something in my life and some other reason happens for the past few months.

First, I was broke, scattered or whatever you name it. I've been fooled, lied and disappointed. My mind went blank, and I was thinking to close the account then disappear forever. Well, I did for a while, but back not long after that.

Then, someone get into my life, sneaking without me knowing it. Me and her, we've a thousand or maybe million differences. If I'm the earth, she is the sky. 

We're different from any points of life, angle or whatever. But, that's what makes it perfect. Opposite attracts, or so you say. And for the first time in my life, I'm able to enjoy completely the meaning of having relationship, the up and down, the good and bad, being in love, smiling foolishly and head over heels. 

More importantly, THE DREAM IS STOP.

Yes, the dream I was using to make one of my fic here, with Park Bom as the main muse. Well, she's my muse after all.

The dream of me holding a woman, the feeling, the love, whenever I woke up with an in love feeling with someone who's never exist. It's stop.

I was thrilled. REALLY.

She complete me in every part I'm missing. She's the most annoying girl in the world, she gets into my nerves often and she's y as hell.

She's not perfect, but she's real and she's mine.

I was almost lost her, because of my stupidity. I tried hard to have her back, I did. That's why I've been missing from AFF all these months, getting her trust back surely takes time and everything I have.

She's one from two things that bother me the most. Wait, no, three oh wait, maybe four. 

Second, my business went under. Some people owe me and can't return it on time. All my capital, my operational cost went ballistic. Ever since April, I've been in a really bad condition. 

But hey, I managed to survive!

Hopefully things will be better now, I've got my baby back completely in my arms. All lovely and annoying at the same time, and good news on my business side. I've a contract renewal, and somehow people start to have an idea to return my money back.

Third, ALMOST THIRTY and I'm a closet lesbian. Well, for my family, except my sister (by the way, she's here in AFF, a great writer of eunhae). My parents has been bothering me to get married!!!!!

And for this matter, I haven't had any solution. Yet. Not yet. But, eventually I will.

Fourth, all my ual deprivation has been perfectly released!!!! And that's the biggest problem!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have trouble writing , since all my readers are amazingly ert, and I'm known as a ert author. And now, I've zero byuntaeness on my head. It's all went to my amazing baby girl (God knows how she can endure all my erted thoughts). 

So, please... I'm asking for your forgiveness. #bow

No worries,  I'm trying to find a way to be back in the game again. 

My promise to all of my lovely and ert readers is; I'll be back soon, just gimme time to sort my head and I'll give all of you my best!!!

Pwomise...

As for now, I'm gonna sleep first.

PS: Maybe in a matter of hours I'll be updating

PS 2: Chocolate Cherry readers, please be patient, I need a craziness dose and ert and psychotic dose on high level.