Deep Thoughts rn

When u thought that summer would be the time you would update your story and have time to review...... haha NO

NOW THAT SCHOOL STARTED

life has been busy

literally

i havent done anything on AFF

no update on my story

and sadly i was thiking about u know..... quitting on it...... or just simply taking time off

now that this school year is really important to actually get me places

as well as the reviews

i sincerely apologize for not finishing what i have promised

well ive been thinking.... im not the best writer nor do i think that im the worst.....

i used to spend hours here now im here for minutes

i think im going through thtat phase that almost every writer here on AFF has....

the deep thoughts on whether i should continue or not.....

though i did promise to finish my first story..... it not getting me anywhere

because

1. i did not plan ANYTHING OUT

2. I was too lazy to check my work

3. My co-author is probably tired of my story OTL

4. IM TIRED OF MY STORY

5. I i just.... im not that attacthed nor that eager to work on it at all.

6. I just want to delete it its horrible but then i dont want to

7. I was planning to write a new story but i would write it privately.... then when im done editing the finished story, i would release a chapter every week... ON TIME

what do i do

my readers probably hate me for not updating

and the feedback for my chapters.... im just selfish for not being satisfied......

is it wrong?

what should i do?

well for now, im planning on taking a break (it already seems like it)

ALSO! I PLAN ON CHANGING MY USERNAME WAHHHHHHH

so just admire my potato name at the time being if you are going to ignore

well

then

annyeong......

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Sabitaheartskpop97 #1 Sep 23, 2015 03:26:46

Don’t worry and take your time!!! ^ o ^

hyuksmiles13 #2 Sep 11, 2015 23:42:41

Hey!! Don't stress yourself out too much ! I feel the same way cos I happen to have a story going on but i deleted cos I found that I really couldnt find a way to make it better(?) in way or have some interest in it. But hey maybe you can just go with one-shots that way it's better and you dont have to worry abt constant updates :-)

SilverLovace #3 Sep 10, 2015 06:08:23

Don't feel pressured. This site is for fun not stressed u out. Have a break :)

JKNewsandDavidSo #4 Sep 7, 2015 13:20:37

Hey~~~ I remember talking about this to RunningMan, she was also like that. She's currently doing it( well not now since she hasn't logged on) with a story I'm helping her brainstorm. Her plan is to write as much as she wants so she can have some time to write future chapters, cuz she thinks she'll never update frequently. Anyways I don't really have that same feeling since both of you guys are writers and I'm more so a quiet reader most of the time. Do what you want, it's your life. She did the same thing with her story and it's private now. And I quote this is what she said, " Holy I am a horrible writer" Never read her's though. Sorry if most of my talks with you are about RunningMan, she's mostly the only person I talk to, or talked to.

alwaysmakne935 #5 Sep 7, 2015 12:10:39

It's okay to take a break. I think it's probably best for you right now given how you have school and everything. I think that most readers would understand because this site does get hard and tiring to write on and keep up. Take some time and if you want, come back, if you are dreading coming back on aff, don't. Continue to write off line, for yourself and your friends when you have the time and see where that takes you. Just my advice. Hwaiting Authornim!

ozwalkr #6 Sep 7, 2015 10:53:49

You do what you think is best for you dear. Even if you don't continue this story (we all have these skeletons in our cosets actually), I'm sure that the bug will bite you again at some point. Maybe a one shot or so to keep your hand in.