ㅤㅤOUR FORGOTTEN MEMORIES : ❝ 배주연 & 김종인❞

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there are some things that should be clarified before you read the application bc i actually went against some of the rules or guidelines that you have already setted.
one. you said not to put gifs as the layout was quite fragile. i experimented on it a little and it seems fine to me, so it probably didn't do much harm. i apologise for disobeying, but it gets me very unsettled to know that my application will look dull. i have a very superficial eye for these things. so...
two. in the background, i did not state much about jongin- i don't think i did at all, actually. reason for this was because i was intending to write jongin and jooyeon's love story under jongin's section; and furthermore, i'm sure you would need some back story of jooyeon's family too and so i cut jongin out.
three. i completely removed their meeting and "and now" sections because, as i've state in the paragraph before, i will be writing everything from the start, so having the two sections there will only be repetitive.
these are the few changes i made in the application. there are probably more in the application, but i saw past them. but if you happen to need clarifications for them too, i would be willing.
our forgotten memories : bae jooyeon
you probably don't know my feelings for you ❞
the basics
character name : bae jooyeon [ 배주연 ]
nickname (s) :
 ) baechu 배추! probably the nickname that she is most used to being called by; a nickname that is used fondly by most of her close friends because her given name sounds oddly familiar to her favourite food, cabbage.
 ) dear 자기! without a fail, jongin uses this term as a form of endearment to address jooyeon.
 ) yeon-ah 연아! unless it is about something stern and strict, this is probably what her family  ( her grandparents, parents, siblings etc ) commonly calls her by.
birthdate + age : 14 may 1993 + 22 years old
birthplace + hometown : dong-gu, daegu, south korea + seodaemun-gu, seoul, south korea
languages : 
 ) fluent korean! spoken with a slight daegu dialect because of her where she came from, but is quite insecure about her accent because she's often known as the country bumpkin. whenever she gets conscious about her accent, she immediately starts using the seoul dialect, only to - without knowing - fall back into her daegu dialect.
 ) semi-fluent english! as an intern of a trading company, jooyeon needs to know at least one other language besides korean - she figured, english was taught in high school and a language that most countries, now, use. so, why not english. her accent sounds quite funny, but she's able to understand words with a greater depth.
occupation : type here
 ) university student! she's currently studying at yonsei university, majoring in business and finance. she's in her fourth year of university.
 ) white collar intern! with help from her professor, in a form of a recommendation letter, she was able to get herself a paid internship at a trading company that is quite well known. she usually comes in every working day or 3 to 4 days a week, because she's still studying.
 ) part time waitress! from time to time ( meaning every once a week or so ), she goes back home to help out at her parents' cafe and also to visit them.
the visuals
faceclaim : bae joohyun, irene [ 배주현 ]
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backup faceclaim : lee jieun, iu [ 이지은 ]
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height + weight : 160cm + 47kg
 
appearance :
 ) Warm velvet skin, lips with a soft light on them! with a pair of doe eyes, a long and high nose bridge, cherry tinted lips and blemish free pale skin,  she gives off an air of feminine that is hard to deny. her golden bronze dyed hair frames her face nicely, going a little below her chest area - blessed locks that curl in towards the end, jooyeon need not spend too much time styling her hair on a daily basis. contrary to most girls, jooyeon is one who does not take too long to prepare - her hair alone takes up less than 5 minutes. the girl is commonly seen flaunting her bare face, wearing minimal makeup on a daily basis -  standing at 160cm in height, the girl sports an average height; her weight, on the other hand, comes off as a little bit of a worry to her parents. weighting at 47kg, the girl is only barely at a healthy weight.
 ) a little extras! one — like most girls out there, jooyeon does have her ears pierced - one on each lobe. her ear holes are never left bare as she's always seen with a pair of silver ear rings that, her peers have come to understand that, it was a gift from jongin. two — jooyeon's skin is mostly free of scars because of the amount of vitamin d she consumes, however, there is a very obvious scar that she sustained as a kid. it is located a little under her knee, she got it as a kid while climbing trees and being a curious little kid.
 
fashion style : ...
 ) fade to black! while her face might give off a very lady like and feminine vibe, fashion wise, it doesn't quite correspond. unlike most girls, jooyeon prefers a less out standing set of color tone in her outfits; jooyeon prefers colors that are more neutral and bland, one that won't call for too much attention on her. if she wants to add a little rainbow to her outfit, the most she'll compromise are pastel shades. to go with her odd preference in colors, jooyeon's closet consists of mainly pants, jeans and button ups. as a grown woman of 22 years of age, jooyeon has come to realise that she was too old for graphic tees and crop tops - she will wear them at home, but never out.
 ) a run down! 
casual & work — button up, blouse etc. only difference between the two is that she does not wear shorts, no matter what type of shorts to work. she usually wears loose long pants.
home — usually sweat shirts and hoodies that belong to jongin, or tank top in the summer. as for bottoms, she usually wears regular gym shorts at home. or if the shirt is long or big enough, she'll prance around without shorts..
the interior
personality :
 ) yay! patient, amiable, benevolent
 ) meh! bashful, child-like, passive
 ) nay! deceitful, escapist, sensitive, slow witted
 ) she who wears the crown! her resting face has never affected the first impression she leaves on other's. wearing that shy and sweet smile of her's, she has always carried an air of tender love and tranquility. first impressions with jooyeon are, more often than not, pleasant. with a straight body posture and head that bows politely to anybody that acknowlegdes her, she flaunts the values that she was raised with. upon first interactions with her, the two traits one would never fail to associate her with are well mannered and feminine. she was brought up in such a way that strongly upholds the values of respect and manners. the more distinct part that comes off as mannerly is probably the amount of respect and flexibility she has. she has a terrible tendency to alter certain things about herself to cater to other's. despite having a shy personality that is rather reluctant on receiving unnecessary attention, the girl has never came off as bashful to others. in a situations whereby she is alone, she will not initiate verbal interactions, just glances of acknowledgement.
 ) it's okay to give in! jooyeon is your typical asian girl - meek, demure and, most importantly, amiable. some call it submission, some call it obedience, while others call it being a pushover; but she prefers none of the two. rather, she calls it being amiable. to start off, she was born a follower, not a leader. and not just any type of follower, but the worst type yet, the one who follows blindly. so long as you establish your position as an authority head or leader, she will follow your leadership no matter how horrible the plan might sound. to put things in pespective, the girl doesn't have an opinion. or rather, she doesn't voice her opinions out because she's not in any position, she doesn't feel the need to. on a more positive note, jooyeon is easily one of the nicest girls you'll ever meet. she was blessed with a heart as big as the sun and as rich as all the golds in the world. she has a tendency of putting the needs of other's before herself, be it their want, greed, anything. her morale compass just works in this way. to go with that awfully kind personality of her's is an abundance of patience. she has the capacity to endure hardship, difficulty, or inconvenience without a single complaint. she highlights calmness, self-control and the willingness or ability to tolerate the others mistakes.
 ) use your words! jooyeon shows tendencies of being passive with what she feels. rather than it being an act of coyness to garner more prying and attention, it's more that she often cannot express what she feels with words, it's usually not verbal. if she's happy, she smiles and laughs; if she's sad, she cries. in a way, she's both transparent and opaque. with more simple emotions, such as happiness and sadness, it's easy to express with facial expression, but with more complex emotions ( jealousy, longing etc ), it's not easy. when she uses words, she feels completely bare; to her, it's as if she's revealing everything in a very uncomfortable way, thus she often chooses to ignore it. on the same topic of ignoring, jooyeon is one who escapes from problems. when faced with challenges and obstacles, she chooses to ignore and brush past it. she'll let the issue rot for as long as it can before things get out of hand, only then will she finally do something about it - it's the same cycle all the time, but she can't help but procrastinate with her problems. this can tend to frustrate the people around her as conflicts arise due to this personality of her's. however, if you know her well enough, you would probably also know that confrontation does not work with her as she'll squirm away even more. being quite weak hearted and sensitive, the girl tends to stereotype confrontations into the category of "avoid-because-it'll-turn-ugly". basically, the girl gets affected by other's words very easily. a simple "i don't like you" can and will easily break her apart. that being said, the girl is also easily brought to tears by the most trivial and petty, yet hurtful words.
 ) what a kid! first impressions often give a misunderstanding that she is mature, however, that is wrong - horribly wrong. to start with a more positive note, the girl is very much child like, has a simple mind set like every other kid in the world. with jooyeon, her analysis of situations and theories are very general, only barely scratches the surface. she is the type to not think too deeply into things. while most think that this gives off an impression of an air head, her friends would disagree. rather than coming off as an air head, she carries an air of innocence and naivety instead. her slow understanding and reactions to things are another thing that gives that sort of innocent and naive vibe. because she's simple minded, she's more often than not, dense, often not able to read situations too well, but enough. moving on to a more negative note, jooyeon does show trend of irresponsible tendencies. as stated, she runs away from situations whereby she finds stressful - that's her coping mechanism. with that said, she will abandon all responsibilities at the current moment. this is one of the rare few times whereby she is seen with a mild sense of selfish disposition. on the same matter of slight selfish tendencies, jooyeon also tends to lie. she doesn't lie for the fun of it, rather she does it to hide the truth. ironically, it takes a lot to get her to tell a lie, even if it's a innocent white lie; as much as possible, she'll try to avoid the topic. only when that does not work will she finally resort to lying. she does it because she knows the truth will hurt, basically a white lie. but there are occasions whereby it's not mainly for the benefit of the other, but for herself.
 
background :
 ) a little back story! bae jooyeon was born to bae junghoon and lee eunhee, owners of a local cafe, as the middle child, with an older sister four years older than her and a younger sister with a year's age difference. as with the popular belief, her two sisters were more favoured by the family members. her mother had always wanted a son, thus never actually favoured any of the girls; her father has always favoured taeyeon a lot more because of her excellence in academics; and her grandparends naturally took a biased liking for naeun because she was the youngest. however, despite the favourings, jooyeon had always tried to not bother herself with unneccesary thoughts like this.
 ) and from then! her first few years of education were all held in daegu. following the steps of her older sister, jooyeon was able to get herself a place in yonsei university, one of the most prestigious universities in korea due to an affliation to her older sister. with no passion whatsoever in anything, she amiably gave into her parents' idea of dabbling with something in the finance and business area. and that was how she got into her current major and internship. naturally, the girl also moved out from her home town in daegu as it was not convenient. with just a little bit of the cash her parents gave her and her own income from working as a waitress from before, she was able to get a small, but cozy roof top house just roads away from yonsei university. for the two years before she was offered an internship, she would go around working odd jobs - mainly night shift waitress and bartenders at late night cafes as her classes usually lasted into the night.
 
likes : 
 ) doenjang! doesn't matter in what form: stew or as it is, she loves it. she probably cannot go on too long before she craves for it and eventually eats it. her mom actually ferments it herself and gives it to jooyeon whenever she comes over; but when she runs out of it, she'll just buy any from the supermarket.
 ) butts! it can sound a little erted, but jooyeon's reason for liking butts really isn't that erted. she actually likes it because butts look cute. especially butts of babies, they're the cutest.
 ) pink! while she thinks pink is a pretty color and does purchase things in pink most of the time, jooyeon strays far from pink when putting her outfits together because she doesn't think pink looks good as a fashion wear. though most of her things are in pink; her phone cover, her laptop case, her wallet, her bed covers. they're all in pink, just different shades.
 ) cabbage! her absolute favourite food. she eats everything with cabbage- fried rice, salad, burgers, even doeunjang jiggae. she will find a way to shove cabbage into every meal she eats, even if it's eaten raw.
 ) r&b music! and maybe ballads. of course, she does listen to other genres ( with the exception of rock/screamo ), though she finds the first two genres most soothing and comforting.
 
dislikes :
 ) reptiles! specifically snakes and lizards. their skin has that odd, scaly texture that makes jooyeon feel very icky. it's rather inconvenient whenever a lizard appears in jooyeon's home, but there's always jongin
 ) peanuts! while most claim that peanut has a rich flavour and after taste to it, jooyeon often agrues that it tastes like absolute crap. in the case peanut butter, depending on brand and type, she might swallow that down - but raw peanuts are a no-no.
 ) bills, rent! anything that involves jooyeon forking money out from her already broken wallet. with that said, she really scrimps and saves as much as possible, including on her everday meals.
 ) heights! has an extreme hatred for heights - so much so that she still has to hold onto the railings of staircase to climb up and down the stars properly. with that said, she is not a fan of rollercoasters and bungee jumps etc do not sit well with her.
 ) sad movies! they make her cry and they also sort of break her delusion of happy endings. she's a grown woman, but the child like part of her still lives in a fairytale world whereby happy endings willl always happen.
 
hobbies :
 ) COOKING! ironic, because she skips a lot of her meals. but the majority of the meals that she does eat are home cooked by herself. she's the type of cook that doesn't follow a set recipe, rather she follows her own instinct and taste buds. however, her food, despite not having a set recipe, tastes very good.
 ) ironing! and house chores, in general. she irons clothes a lot, so much that jongin often tells her to just quit studying and her job to work at a laundary mat to iron clothes for others. she claims it leaves a nice after smell and irons all her and jongin's clothes. she also happens to be quite a neat freak, thus in her free time, she will clean the house.
 ) watching k-dramas! mainly rom-com ( sometimes reality ) ones because they always end well. on a saturday night, she'd spend it on the couch with her snacks fully loaded; she would just sit there until the wee hours just watching tv.
 
habits :
 ) satoori! she makes a conscious effort to not speak in her daegu accent as it comes off unfeminine and she knows it. however, it tends to often slip as she sometimes forget about it.
 ) sleeping! she sleeps with socks on as her room can get quite cold in the night due to the lack of efficiency of her heater. in addition, she has two must haves when she's sleeping - a bolster and a stuff toy of a small pig that she has both had since she was a kid. without either, she most probably can't get a good night sleep.
 ) lying! she can lie and will lie, but there's a small flaw that gives away her lies. her left eye twitches a little and she'll probably look to her sides to avoid eye contact.
 ) crying! out of habit, when she's crying or closed to tears, she tends to speak faster than usual, her voice might also crack alittle and would avoid all forms of eye contact by looking on the ground.
 ) shy/bashful! whenever she's feeling shy or anxious ( in the good way ), she'll cower away a little as she tucks her hair away from her face with her notable sweet smile.
 ) sad/stressed! there's this loop bus that goes from the bus interchange near her university all the way back to the same bus interchange. the bus ride, back and forth, usually takes an hour. whenever she feels stressed and wants to be alone for a while, she'll take the bus.
 
misc trivia :
 ) kinks, somewhat! when she sees a guy, the first few things she looks at is the guy's hands, arm muscles, jaw and hair. a little weird, but if you have any of the three, she will definitely spazz about you in her head.
 ) dental care! jooyeon brushes her teeth at least three times a day, usually more if she goes out. on a regular day whereby she spends it at home, she'll brush thrice - once in the morning, one when she's showering mid afternoon or so, and the last time before she sleeps. she brings a travel brushing set, too. so when she goes out, she brushes her teeth too.
 ) immune system! jooyeon is one who doesn't get sick often, but when she does, her immune system completely breaks down. if she actually falls ill, it'll last for 4-5 days to a little more than a week.
 ) technology! she uses an iphone 6plus in gold with an otter box phone cover because she tends to drop her phone a lot. her phone wallpaper is a taken polariod photo of jongin and herself. she also has a 13-inch macbook air with a pink cover.
 ) scent! she has, quoted from jongin, a sweet scent of strawberries and cherry blossoms, with a hint of goat's milk. it's a hybrid scent from her shampoo, body wash and perfume; the combination sounds odd, but the after product is oddly pleasant smelling.
 ) dance! she was sent to ballet classes as a kid, from there her passion for dance grew and she eventually came to know about modern dance. and while she enjoyed dancing, her parents constantly told her never to think of being a dancer as a career route. 
 ) soft spot! has a soft spot for animals, more specifically cats and kittens. she would feed the stray cats and kittens that live in her neighbourhood, of course, given that she has the cash on her. if not, she'll just go get some milk from her home and feed it to them.
 ) profanities! unlike most girls her age, jooyeon tries as much as possible to stray far away from curse words and profanities regardless of language. words like "damn" and "" does occasionally slip from her lips. the latter often slips whenever she's nervous or messes up, it just comes off as a whisper that is barely audible.
 ) love life! in her whole 22 years of existence, jooyeon has only had one boyfriend - kim jongin. she does have small crushes here and there, but has never actually come to confess to them and date them. she also had one or two admirers who came up to confess, sadly, she saw nothing in them. with that said, her first kiss was when she was 20 years old with jongin.
 ) skin care! being one who have always preferred skin care products over make up, jooyeon spends a lot of time and money on skin care products ( like lotions, moisturizers, lip balms, toners, sun screens etc ).
 ) horror! she shares a very weird love-hate relationship with horror related things - movies, stories, haunted houses etc. while she enjoys the suspense and thrill of getting scared, the fear does consume her most of the time. there has been a hand few times whereby she initiated to go into a haunted house at an amusement park only to cry and whine about it afterwards.
 ) hand writing! her hand writing is what you'll expect from a demure and good natured girl like her: neat and small, but legible enough. refer to sunmi of wonder girls. link!
 ) morning energizer! as  much as possible, she tries to avoid caffine and it's biggest source of intake, coffee and energy drinks. her first and only experience with it was too efficient. rather, she opts for a more energy sufficient option: tea or detox water with strawberries and citrus fruits.
 ) hair color! she was born with pitch black locks and was in love with every part of her hair. that was until she hear some juniors talking about how she seemed intimidating and unapproachable because of her dark hair. consulting jongin, who wasn't serious, she decided to dye it blond, but that didn't work out too well. it looked good, she just didn't feel asian (?). a week later, she dyed it a a shade of golden bronze, and is intending to keep it that way. link!
 ) alcohol & cigs! she cannot drink to save her life - with just one shot of soju and she starts to get tipsy, easily with her second and third shots, she'll be completely outted. with that asid, clubs aren't her usual scene. she doesn't smoke, though has tried just once with jongin's encouragement. she took one puff and she couldn't grasp the pleasure of it.
 ) special talent! a special talent that she views as unique to herself is her ( quite pathetic ) attempt to impersonate doraemon. she sounds nothing like the original japanese version, but her peers still seem to think it sounds cute. having said that, aegyo is something that comes naturally to her without trying; but when asked, clearly, she's a mess.
 ) hairstyle! when she's home, she usually has her up in a messy high bun because jongin, for some reason, finds it very attractive and cute. the thing that gets really pissed about tying her hair in a bun is the fact that she has short baby hair that reacts a little less than half her face and it just gets all over her face. she can't tie it back, she can push it behind her ears either.
 ) usual scene! in her free time, you can usually spot her at the library or at some cafe, or the other. she doesn't quite enjoy staying at home during the day because the window panes are quite cheap and thus does not block out too much light. jooyeon is the type to work better in a place whereby it is darker. on weekends, she'll go there late afternoon and stay until the sun sets, then she'll go home.
 ) journal! a small secret that no one knows other than taeyeon is that jooyeon writes in a journal ( basically a diary, but she doesn't like that term ) at least four times a day. she only does so when she has the time, or when she feels like she needs to empty something out. though taeyeon knows about the journal, she doesn't pry for more information about it, neither does she try to look for the journal because she knows its private. it is a black moleskin journal, each entry is filled with small doodles and small articles that she deems important. link!
 ) writing! maybe its because of her confidence in her hand writing, jooyeon has always preferred writing with a pen and paper rather than typing on the computer. she actually sends letters to her family, but they just text her back as a form of reply. though then again, 50 pages on stock markets with graphs and diagrams on pen and paper within three days does seem quite atrocious, doesn't it?
 
relevant people :
 ) daddy short legs! her relationship with her father can definitely be described as awkward. the two know of this strange tension between them, and their only way to overcome it is by fighting and bickering with one another. they probably can't last over 30 minutes being in the same room together alone as their topic of bickering will eventually come to an end - and then it's an awkward tension again. while he doesn't favour her, he doesn't necessarily dislike her either - perhaps, he's spent too much of his affection on taeyeon, so much that he can't seem to give even a little to jooyeon or naeun. he loves all three of his daughters, there's no doubt in that, he just shows more affection to the olders.
 ) mother bear! another parent of jooyeon's with a tongue as sharp and poisonous as a snake. ever since jooyeon grew to the age of 12, eunhee has halted full on scolding jooyeon because she knows that the girl knows what's best. and if she doesn't, as a mother, she's done her job - if anything screws up, the problem lies within her daughter. however, eunhee doesn't talk normally to jooyeon either. she's constantly nagging to jooyeon about everything and anything, as a fillial daughter, she can only nod her head in agreement. of all three daughters, she worries most about jooyeon though it never shows - the girl is a pushover amongst all her sisters and is prone to acting impulsively on emotions.
 ) successful unnie! taeyeon basically played mother to jooyeon, teaching her all the know how's such as what a period is, how to put on a sanitary pad, how to put on make up. no doubt, taeyeon knows jooyeon best in the house; the older also happens to be jooyeon's source of moral support. whenever she's in need of someone to talk to, taeyeon will definitely be there for her. taeyeon knows jooyeon inside out best; she understands the younger girl's worries, insecurities and thoughts even without her need to say much. taeyeon never pries at jooyeon's feelings; though most often than not, jooyeon comes emotionally unravelled. like her mom, taeyeon worries about jooyeon a lot but tends not to show it as she hates it when she is pitied or feels like she's being pitied.
 ) lovable dongsaeng! being only a year apart, jooyeon and naeun are treated very much like twins. however, the downfall of their relationship is the fact that jooyeon constantly has to give into naeun merely because she's younger. to someone like jooyeon, she doesn't see the wrong in it; but for an outsider of their relationship, it just seems ugly. on the other hand, naeun can't be blamed for it either. she was young and ignorant when she was treated this way, as she grew up, she assumed it as an entitlement. while jooyeon doesn't confide into naeun, naeun seems to enjoy having heart to heart talks with jooyeon even though the older seems pretty shady with her own feelings.
 ) same age friends! raised in the same hometown, friends since they were in their diapers - it is safe to say that seulgi and jooyeon are friends with a distinctive level and amount of closeness. having lived through their lifes together, the two are practically open books to each other. to jooyeon, seulgi is like taeyeon - a form of moral support who can talk to when she faces issues, but she can trust that seulgi won't act upon foul feelings because she has a similar demure personality to her own. to see seulgi and jooyeon apart from one another is quite a rare sight, though even when apart, they still make sure to message and text each other. not a day goes by without them speaking to each other even if its through a phone call, or a mere message.
 ) neighbourhood oppa! taemin is, sadly, one of the guys who jooyeon has had a major crush on, yet has never had the chance to confess. she first met him through jongin, and she's had her eyes set on him. she was intending to keep quiet about her slightly superficial feelings for him, but it eventually grew into a crush from pure infatuation. she was intending to confess, but then naeun met taemin and she, too, fell for taemin - even harder, as described by jooyeon. she was then determined to keep her feelings for taemin locked up for naeun; they eventually started dating. jooyeon was lucky it was just a mere crush, a major crush, but still just a crush. taemin, of course, knew about jooyeon's feelings but tries not to bring it up because it will only cause tension. taemin and jooyeon's relationship is now completely platonic, with neither having a crush on neither.
 ) granny'o gracious! the land lady who owns the rooftop apartment jooyeon currently resides in, also the lady who had offered her a job in her bakery. youngok, contrary to her harsh features, is a loving old grand mother who has done nothing but showered jooyeon with affection and care since the first day jooyeon had met her. youngok acts as the grandparent figure that jooyeon never had - from making her cookies, to cooking for her whenever she falls seriously ill. within a short span of three years, jooyeon has come to love youngok as her grand mother. despite having her own grand children and children ( who don't visit her often ), youngok feels the same way as jooyeon. very much like taeyeon and seulgi, youngok is another pillar of support for jooyeon - the only difference is rather than doing anything, she advices the younger girl on how to overcome challenges.
 ) possible catalyst! rumours around the vicinities of the office has it that joonmyeon has a crush on jooyeon, or at least, is horribly biased towards the young girl. despite being an intern, joonmyeon rarely gets her to do low intern jobs ( shredding paper, getting coffee ). rather, he treats her like a new member of their work force, teaching her new things. and while the rumours do appear rather convincing, joonmyeon really does not like her in any romantic way; instead, with her, he feels a sense of responsibility of an older brother to a younger sister. however, he has found no reason to clarify the rumours as they aren't true. jooyeon on the other hand, has been completely dense to what people say about them. she merely feels that joonmyeon is a very good in-charge and takes good care of her.
the one who forgot : kim jongin
without you, it's nothing; take away the exit ❞
the lover
love interest : kim jongin [ 김종인 ]
 ) nini 니니! a play on the last syllable of his given name. it was a name that was used since he was a fetus, up all the way through his childhood and adult years. only his grandparents ( and maybe youngok ) and his parents actually properly use it, though his friends have made fun of it whenever they hear someone use it.
 ) kkam-jong 깜종! quite insensitive, but jongin understands that it is just an inside joke amongst his friends because of his skin color. the only unfavourable thing he dislikes is that it often leads people to think that jokes like that are fine even if there's no consent. used mainly by his friends.
 ) jong 종! a nickname that is unique to just jooyeon. because of their few months age difference, she also often uses the suffix 'oppa' at the end.
[ jongin doesn't have much nicknames that most use to call him on a daily basis, thus, most just opt for his given name with the appropriate suffixes. ]
birthdate + age : 14 january 1993 + 22 years old
occupation : type here
 ) universiy student! very much like jooyeon, jongin is currently in his last and third year of studying in yonsei university with a major in veterinary studies. classes are only a few times a week, thus he's able to still hold an internship.
 ) veterinary intern! due to his excellence in his academics, he was offered an internship at a local vet clinic. and like any university student in need of high merits, he took the job. he currently works 4-5 days a week and goes back during the weekends sometimes to help out in the case of an emergency.
dating duration : 2 years
backup love interest : sota fukushi [ 福士蒼汰 ]
 
trivia :
 ) dog guy! or an animal guy who takes a more bias liking towards dogs and puppies. due to his passion for animals, jongin took a practical career option to become a vet. in addition, jongin has three dogs, both are of pure poodle breed - monggu as the oldest being 2 years old and is a shade of golden brown, jjanggu who is a little over a year and a half, and is in the same shade as monggu, and jjangah who is a little over a year old and is in a shade of beige. they all reside in his parent's home somewhere in incheon, but he visits them often and brings them back to him home often, too. he is also considering a poodle puppy who is 4 months old and currently resides in his clinic due to abandonment. link! link!
 ) current residency! as of right now, he is currently living in a roof top house that is owned by a family friend of jongin's family. with the amount of income he currently brings in, he can move into a more lavish apartment; but with jooyeon living just talking distance away from him, he won't find a better house than this. also, considering rent money is at a discounted price, he can save the money for more useful things.
 ) hair color! jongin's hair, despite the multiple times he has dyed it, is still in kept in pristine condition - soft and silky, almost like a baby's hair. jooyeon has taken a special liking towards jongin's hair, her hands always ends up carding his brown locks. jongin has had his hair dyed in pink, silver, blonde and brown before; but has finally settled for a light chocolate brown. link!
 ) eating habits! jongin has a terrible eating cycle. he's probably the only person who can orders a bucket of chicken in the morning and finishes that bucket of chicken himself. in addition, he eats a lot of fast food rather than proper food like home cooked food. jongin can actually cook, but he's the type to only cook well with recipes that he's done before. abalone porridge and spaghetti are the only two recipes he excels in because they were the two recipes that he watched his mom cook.
 ) dance! jongin has a strong passion for dance. being able to do dance in any way would've been a career option for jongin, but his parents advised him other wise. though he's given up dance as a career, he still carries a strong passion for dance and does rent a dance studio in his free time when he's stressed. in specifically trained in ballet, jazz, but has picked up pop and street.
 ) transportation! jongin has had a car driving license since a year ago and he commutes around with a car that was given to him by his older sister. despite being a fair new driver, the car is still kept in it's best condition because jongin cannot stand imperfection, even in a car.
 ) family! jongin was born in suncheon to a set of working parents ( his father working as a regular sales assitant, and mother as a chef at a local ramen place ). he has two older sisters, kim junghee and kim jungah who are five and seven years older than him respectively - he has a close bond with both, but is very protective towards his mother. his two sisters have came together to start up a bakery together, kamong. his oldest sister has been married for two years and has a daughter named rahee. link!
 ) accessories! on his neck, jongin wears a chain that hooks onto a ring. that ring is a promise ring he shares with jooyeon - he would wear it on his finger, but given his job, its not very convenient to do so, thus he wears it around his neck. he also wears a classic canterbury that was a gift from jooyeon.
 ) sleepy! sleepy jongin is probably the cutest, most inarticulant thing you'll ever see. jongin is one who cannot stand sleep deprivation - he'll try, but it never works. his lids will start to get heavy, to get them to open, he'll rub them continuously and blink. when you talk to him when he's tired or just woke up, you won't be able to hold a conversation with him without laughing. link!
 ) socks! has a weird dislike for wearing socks, and as much as possible, avoids wearing socks - even if it means he has to go bare footed. the reason for this is because its stuffy. but of course, for hygiene purposes, he does wear it when he wears a shoe.
 ) eighty-eight! like every other guy, jongin is an avid fan of sports, in general. he played soccer in his middle school's school team; played basketball in high school's school team. he still plays both sports occasionally in his free time. in both teams, his jersey number has always been 88.
 ) big heart! jongin frequents his local orphanage to volunteer and tidy up the place. he goes there as often as twice a week: sometimes just a brief 10 minutes to drop off food, but more often than not, he usually spends hours there just playing with them.
 ) sniper! has a weird dislike for wearing socks, and as much as possible, avoids wearing socks - even if it means he has to go bare footed. the reason for this is because its stuffy. but of course, for hygiene purposes, he does wear it when he wears a shoe.
 ) socks! has a weird dislike for wearing socks, and as much as possible, avoids wearing socks - even if it means he has to go bare footed. the reason for this is because its stuffy. but of course, for hygiene purposes, he does wear it when he wears a shoe.
 
personality :
 ) yay! mature, practical, prideful
 ) meh! shy, honest, perfectionist, stubborn, independent
 ) nay! impulsive, inquisitive, self-centered
 ) mother's friend's son! first meetings with jongin can go two ways: 1. he's either very friendly and will approach you first or 2. he'll shy away and only speak to you when you approach him first. more often than not, the former only happens if jongin has his friends around to back him up, or he's really interested in you ( not necessarily in a romantic way or to just females ). more often than not, the latter happens - he'll shy away. but despite the differing scenarios, first meetings and first impressions with jongin always go fairly well and never stray too far from jongin's actual personality: sweet and warm hearted. for the latter scenario, once you'll fully broken down that awkward barrier, jongin comes off as a really easy going guy. with that heart of gold of he's, jongin makes an effort in trying to include everyone. being slightly discriminated for his golden bronze skin that does not confirm to korea's standard of beauty, jongin has a large detest for discrimination on anyone no matter the reason.
 ) an adult child! perhaps it its because of his good looks, people tend to stereotype jongin as the type of guy who will go around wasting his parents' hard earn money. what comes of as a shock to most is that jongin strays too far from that stereotype. once you get close enough to jongin, that mature side of his will be undeniable. there will be certain occasions where that 6 year old side of jongin will come out occasionally, like when with his friends and they start laughing at the dumbest things. with that said, his maturity isn't arrogant - he will not disregard anyone with a younger, less complex mindset than his. but essentially, his personality still leans towards maturity. reliable and responsible, despite his age, he is one who can and will carry loads on his shoulder. and while jongin isn't entirely wise nor knowledgeable, but he knows how to respect and carry out social norms.
 
love story :
 ) prior to first meeting! jooyeon met taemin the year she graduated high school. after finishing her college entrance exams, she was quick to finally reunite with her passion for dance - something that she had been deprived off. prior to the start of her exams, she made a deal with her parents that if she worked hard for just this national exam, she'd be given the freedom to do whatever she wants: dancing was what she wanted to do. but she was not stupid: daegu restricted her quite a bit. as a result, she moved in to her taeyeon's apartment in seoul, along with seulgi. with that living arrangment, the two went around seoul looking for dance academies to join during their holidays. that's where jooyeon met taemin, through dance academies.
 ) first meeting! jongin and taemin then met through taemin; to be more exact, through his birthday. on the evening of taemin's birthday, just before the start of his birthday party, jooyeon was still rushing through shops trying to find the pair of headphones taemin had been dying for. and as they were limited edition, they were terribly hard to find. she only successfully found it in the fifth shop she's entered that day. her relief was short lived as jongin beat her to the pair of headphones. when she found the set of headphones, it was already, unfortunately, sitting on the counter with jongin waiting to pay.
"do you possibly have another pair of those headphones?"
"no, i'm sorry, that was our last pair."
"oh..."
"do you want mine instead?"
"no, i can't do that."
"it's fine, it's not for me anyways."
"are you sure?"
"yeah, go ahead."
"thank you."
jongin settled on a pair of sneakers after giving his gift for taemin away. even though he rushed himself, he was still slightly late to the party as the shoes took him quite a while. taemin's birthday party was when they met again; and this time, officially. taemin had introduced them to another, though they said nothing about their earlier interaction. mainly becuase taemin was dragged away to attend to more guests; saying, "stay there, i'll be right back," he left the two awkwardly there waiting for him for at least half an hour. fifteen minutes after taemin left, jongin finally decided to start a conversation with her considering he couldn't possibly leave her alone, not knowing if she came with anyone; furthermore, she looked so nervous, he didn't expect her to initiate a conversation.
"so... that gift was for taemin?"
"yeah."
"i'm glad, he really wanted those headphones; he nearly cried when it sold out at the mall."
"he did?"
"yeah, it was a funny sight."
from there, their conversation picked up until taemin came up with seulgi, guiding the latter to her friend since she arrived a lot later than jooyeon. with no numbers or emails exchanged, they said their goodbyes and that was it. they did bump into each other through the night, but did nothing other than a brief smile and greeting before passing by one another.
 ) fried chicken coupon thief! it was a week or two after taemin's birthday party, jooyeon finally moved out from her older sister's apartment since she was living with her boyfriend and it felt slightly odd for her to live with them not wanting to barge in at any awkward moment. she then found a nice, cosy rooftop apartment which wasn't too shabby at all and was rented out at an afforable price. however, not known to her, jongin lived just right across her apartment. though neighbours, they didn't meet each other for weeks. jooyeon wasn't intending to meet jongin until she discovered her fried chicken coupons always taken away before she got to them. jooyeon usually wasn't petty like that, but because naeun took a fond liking for both her apartment and fried chicken and would come often just to eat chicken. being the older of the two, jooyeon always felt obliged to pay for her younger sister though she always ate too much for her size; naeun was blessed with fast metabolism, while jooyeon wasn't blessed with a wallet big enough to keep up with her younger sister. as a result, she thought the coupons would help a lot with paying. however, every morning, the coupons on her gate would be gone before she got to them. she figured someone probably took them in the morning or the night before. to get to the thief, she sat there from night to morning. turns out her thief comes every morning after running his rounds; and most importantly, it was jongin.
"jongin?"
"hi... what are you doing here?"
"i moved in a few weeks ago?"
"really? i didn't know."
"is that why you've been stealing my coupons?"
"about that... it's just that no one has lived here before you and the coupons always go to waste, and that's not good, so i thought-"
"it's fine, you can keep it; take it as a thank you for the headphones."
"really?"
"yeah, just leave some for me, my younger sister eats it a lot."
"will do."
since then, their interactions grew by a large margin. for some reason, they saw each other a lot more. they would see each other at the bus stop and even as they commute, or maybe at the grocery shop and would walk home together, with jongin often offering to carry her load of groceries. but their conversations stopped at "hi-byes" and "how are you's".
 ) love and war! while jongin and jooyeon grew closer, jooyeon grew a lot closer to taemin as well. considering jongin would always end up inviting her to lunch and gatherings. even though jooyeon knew that actually dating taemin would be a far fetched dream given their contrasting personalities. even so, it was a dream that she prayed would come through. it was only after naeun and taemin met on accident did jooyeon feel threathened. that day naeun had planned to meet jooyeon, but because her schedule for that day ended earlier than the time they planned to meet, naeun decided to just go to her dance academy instead. as expected from the directionally challeged naeun, she lost her way to the dance academy. seeing her thread carefully around the streets like a lost puppy, taemin decided to approach her instead. during the 10 minutes walk to the dance academy, the two talked alot and actually grew close fast. given their personalities, it was only natural that they would click together well.
"yeon-eonnie-"
"how did you come here?"
"this nice oppa brought me here."
"taemin?"
"you two are siblings- well, i should've known, you two are an identical image of one another."
over the few months, the four of them grew to become very much like a clique; only naeun came often just to see taemin. though she played it off as otherwise, the girl wasn't the smartest in the world, her gestures would always end up giving her away. she would pack lunches for them and seulgi, but would ask about taemin if he wasn't there; but if taemin happened to be there, she couldn't care less for any missing person and would tend to taemin especially. on some days, jooyeon would feel left out due to the younger girl; whether it was on purpose or not, naeun tends to be quite selfish and does love to be doted on solely. jooyeon has grown used to that fact. but the fact that she did have a slight crush on taemin did change the situation a little.
things went down hill for jooyeon went taemin, too, started expressing interest in naeun. to jooyeon, he was more like a close male friend, who was close to being an older brother; but with naeun, it felt more like he was trying to court her. maybe it was just her thinking more than necessary, but jooyeon couldn't help but feel as if taemin saw and liked naeun in a different way. on the other hand, jongin seemed to be infatuated with naeun as well; something jooyeon had her mind settled on after stress drinking with seulgi. maybe she was reading too much into the situation: like taemin, he took care of naeun as well. at a call, he'd be there in a heartbeat. when asked about his crush, all he'd do is smile; even when they assume his crush to be naeun, he'd say nothing and just laugh it off. it did confuse jooyeon a little though, and even gave her a little false hope; if jongin were to subtly admit to a crush on naeun in front of taemin, why didn't taemin say anything?
 ) why can't you understand me! for a long time, jooyeon had been under the assumption that taemin only haboured platonic feelings for naeun. she was relieved but that relief was short lived as naeun delightedly confessed about her crush to jooyeon, begging the girl for help. a normal person would, too, confess about their feelings for the same boy. but not jooyeon. plastering a false smile, she forced herself to pry more into naeun's crush on taemin. jooyeon has never had the intention of confessing to taemin anyways, much less date him. naeun's confession only further supported her decision in doing so. even so, she played cupid for the two. at that point of time, jooyeon still assumed that taemin did not habour any romantic feeling for naeun. as bad as it sounds, their relationship wasn't going to go anywhere. how terribly wrong of her to presume so. weeks after playing cupid for them, they actually got together, throwing jooyeon into a pit of confusion and heart break.
as much as the jongin-naeun-taemin thing confused her, nothing would draw her attention away from the heart break that their relationship gave her. nonetheless, she did the same thing she did to naeun; she plastered a false smile and congratulated them anyways. the first few weeks of their relationship was tolerable; but it was only tolerable because she had forced herself to think so. every glance at them and their sweet love was a constant reminder that she would never be better than naeun; their mother favoured naeun, their father favoured naeun, taemin favoured naeun and even jongin favoured naeun. every look at them would be emptying a bottle of salt over her open wound; it was painful to watch. soon, she found herself running away as she would with any problem that seemed to confront her. she found herself slipping away from them, though it wasn't as if they actually bothered enough - they were too caught up in each other's embrace.
"we're going for dinner, you want to come with us?"
"i just want to go home, you guys go ahead."
"okay!"
rather than taemin or naeun, jongin was the one who actually took the time to bother himself with jooyeon's abrupt withdraw from their group. he knew something was definitely up with jooyeon, he just didn't know what. he has tried prying into it, but she often countered him by overusing the excuse of fatigue to shut him up. however, when she had rejected the offer to eat at her favourite restuarant, that was when he knew that there was definitely something wrong with her. wanting to find out what was going on with her, he followed her; and as she had claimed, she went straight back home after taking a stop at the neighbourhood grocery shop. a sense of relief gushed over him after seeing her go back home safely. he left things as they were.
later in the night, jongin then decided to go for a night run. as he opens his front door, jongin was utterly shocked by the sight just across his apartment: jooyeon holding a can of beer, as her upperbody hangs sloppily over the metal railing. at her feet were even more cans of beer, at least half of them were empty. abandoning his plan for a night jog, he rushed to her apartment. he had recalled seulgi saying something about her terrible alcohol tolerance and yet she's drank at least 3 bottles of beer now; god knows what she would do with this much alcohol in her system.
"oh, jongin~"
"oh dear, you're really drunk."
"say, jongin, aren't you jealous?"
"what?"
"of naeun and taemin- you like naeun, don't you?"
"was that what you were so worried about?"
"i don't know?"
"god, you're really drunk."
 ) i want to give you tender love! after that whole episode of jooyeon's drunk aftermath, jongin had finally managed to put her to sleep after having to seat through her drunk gibberish. he stayed throughout the night, making sure that if she were to get up half way through the night, he would be right there. knowing that she felt upset for him triggered something in his heart. truth be told, he has never liked naeun like jooyeon had assumed so. as a younger sister, at most. on one evening, taemin and jongin had confessed to jongin about his feelings for naeun. in return, jongin confessed about his feelings for jooyeon. and the reason why he had been so vague about his feelings for naeun was because he didn't want people thinking that he liked jooyeon - it was something he'd rather keep to himself and taemin.
"jongin-"
"oh, you're awake?"
"why- how?"
"you were dead drunk yesterday, so i brought you in and put you to sleep."
"oh my god, i didn't do anything stupid, did i?"
"no, you were quite cute."
"what-"
"i mean- you were talking gibberish and all."
after seeing her wake up, he left and went back home. from then on, he stuck himself a lot more to jooyeon. whenever taemin and naeun invited them out to eat, he would reject the offer both for himself and for the younger girl; and they would go and eat out on their own without either of them. at first, it felt weird for jooyeon. she was never too close with jongin - they felt like polar opposites. he was incredibly mature for his age, while she was simple minded like a kid; there were in two different leagues. even so, it came off as a shock to jooyeon when she found out that she got along better than she thought. with jooyeon, jongin could let loose a little, something he found most comforting about her.
on jongin's side, he definitely came to like the girl more than he originally did. while they moved around the same few circle of friends, they never came close enough to getting to know one another's personal interest. on the other hand, jongin was an incredible distraction from the new born couple. as bad as using someone else as a distraction was, she was under the impression that jongin was doing the same; using jooyeon as a past time so as to not be heart broken by the couple. she never actually questioned jongin's interest for her younger sister, yet she was certained that jongin did indeed like naeun. she knew that subject was something touchy. things were the same between them for a few months: taemin and naeun had also concluded that the two had something going on, and thus left them alone; and jongin and jooyeon grew close steadily.
 ) you protected me in this darkness! with jongin's sudden intrusion in her life, jooyeon did feel a little odd, but comforted nevertheless. she figured that like herself, he found comfort in her. having to be in the same plight as him, she didn't mind being stuck together even if it's for such a superficial reason. her morals were threathened when jongin suddenly broke the question of wanting to finally get together officially. prior to him breaking the question, the two were already an acknowledged couple in the eyes of her friends. whenever asked about their relationship, they would deny it with smiles and laughter, causing more suspense about their actual relationship. still under the belief that jongin habours romantic feelings for, she had assumed that their relationship was going to be a rebound relation. from the start, they were already using each other as distractions already; officializing it wouldn't change much. in fact, jooyeon had hoped for the better from this relationship. she said nothing about their actual feelings and accepted the relationship; jongin, too, didn't bother himself with the fact that she didn't say things like "i like you" or "i love you", he was just happy with just the fact that he was able to be in a relationship with his loved one.
with jooyeon still attached to taemin and jongin still completely unaware about that fact, they progressed with an official relationship from then on. after making things official between them, their interactions didn't change much apart from the increase in skinship. holding hands, cuddling and hugging; they all became a usual sight to their friends. though they did try to stay away from more intimate acts; such as kissing and anything mildly ual. for months, the two actually didn't do any of the two though jongin did attempt them when the atmosphere seemed right and jooyeon would be into the moment for awhile before she snaps out of it and pulls away. as much as she wanted to make some genuine out of this, she wasn't quite ready for it given her haunting feelings for her younger sister's boyfriend. it didn't help that jongin shares a striking resemblance with taemin.
even so, it was hard to deny the progress of their relationship. as much as he reminded her of taemin, she soon realised that jongin was a lot more different than taemin. rather than the childish and playful taemin, jongin's mature and responsible nature compliments jooyeon's child like nature well. even though she never got together officially with taemin, he still did take care of her to a certain extent; and she realised that it was completely different from jongin. while taemin seeked fun and adventures, completely disregarding responsiblities and safety, jongin made it a point to keep her safety as his top priority, constantly turning to her to see if she's alright. his mannerly gestures warmed her heart inside out. with the next coming months, she soon falls hard for jongin.
 ) but i wonder if i even deserve that love! for years, their relationship progressed slowly, but surely. jooyeon eventually comes to develope genuine feelings for jongin. considering how close they live from each other, they were often found staying over night at each other's houses. but it was often pure and innocent, jongin didn't see as something necessary in their relationship. though he doesn't mind, he knows jooyeon does still feel a little uncomfortable at it; and essentially, her well being was and will always be his primarily concern. as said, jongin takes a lot of care of jooyeon. he was your typical sweetheart: even when jooyeon doesn't ask for help, he would still jump straight to her aid. in jongin's opinion, she was very much like a vitamin to him. after long hours at work, he would look forward to seeing her in his home cooking his favourite dinner for him. it didn't matter how tired he was, just seeing her was enough of a energizer on it's own. as sweet as they were with one another, their dates weren't very outdoor-ish. their dates were mainly spent in either of their apartment ( it was mainly at jongin's because she likes the scent flooding his apartment ), in the arms of one another. they would spend nights on the bed, doing nothing but cuddling and talking about anything and everything.
the complex love triangle ( ? ) between naeun-taemin-jooyeon-jongin was never brought up again; but by accident, it slipped out of naeun's careless lips. it was a rainy afternoon, taemin had been busy and thus he trusted jongin with the task of driving her home before his date with jooyeon. while picking up naeun, he found out about jooyeon's apparent crush on taemin. a little ( supposed secret ) that naeun learnt about through jooyeon after she had told naeun; she figured naeun at least deserved to know the truth and considering she was serious with jongin now, there was nothing to fear. as a result, she told naeun everything, from start to finish; from how she liked taemin but suppressed it, to how she avoided them after naeun and taemin coupled up, to how she dated jongin as a rebound. and naeun being a blabber mouth, spilled everything to jongin not knowing she wasn't supposed to say word about it. even though it wasn't in the exact words ( naeun only revealed that jooyeon had liked taemin when they got together ). but jongin was no idiot; he figured that when she was avoiding them, it was not for him, instead it was for herself. after more questioning, he found out that he was nothing more than a reboud. he didn't know if he was more upset that he was used, or that he was lied to for two whole years.
"funny, if eonnie hadn't give taemin to me, i wouldn't be dating him right now."
"what do you mean?"
"eonnie liked taemin before i did, but she didn't say anything because i told her about my crush on taemin."
"so she liked taemin?"
"yeah, i guess. but she likes you now."

that was the day the accident took place: after dropping naeun off, he drove off to pick jooyeon up with a heavy heart. jooyeon found it odd that jongin didn't say anything when she entered the car; no greeting, no smile, he showed her no form of acknowledgement. when she realised that he wasn't driving to their planned destination, she knew there was something wrong with jongin; his hardened grip on the steering wheel made his displeasure a lot more obvious. when she asked about it, he would ignore her; she then kept quiet after a few attempts of trying to get his attention. ten minutes into his drive to god knows where, he finally broke the pregnant silence.
"was i a rebound?"
"what?..."
"you heard me; so answer my question."
"that was before."
"and you didn't think i needed to know?"
"i thought you liked naeun, too!"
"thought! you could've asked!"
letting his anger get the better of him, the car ride was terribly shaky and even though jooyeon begged him to slow down, nothing seemed to work. it was only until the car slipped and crashed into a headlight by the side did the car finally come into a halt.
you weren't suppose to know about it. ❞
how long were you intending to keep me in the dark? ❞
the argument and the accident
the arugument, her thoughts : "turns out, i was completely mistaken about jongin's interest in naeun. unlike me, he did not like naeun in that way. when he asked me on a date, it was purely out of his genuine feelings for me. whereas i, on the other hand, had still been in love with taemin when i agreed to date jongin. not only had i used him as a rebound, justifying my actions with his assumed unsaid consent, i had also fooled him for two whole years. apart from his reckless driving, jongin had done no wrong - and even then, i can't bring myself to blame jongin for the accident. if not for what i had done earlier, none of this would've happened."
the argument, his thoughts : "to be lied to, or to be fooled around with: which do you think is worse? honestly, i'm still trying to figure out which fuelled by anger most, but it's a struggle. i was all sorts of unhappy; anger, hurt, disappointment, jealousy, i felt it all within just one day, was that even possible? to be honest, it wasn't just the fact that i had been kept in the dark that made me so mad; it was also the fact that she had like taemin before me. i wasn't happy at how taemin caught her attention first. in a sense, we were in the same plight: a sad one sided love. she looked him loving naeun, which i suffered through months of dating her even when she liked taemin. at one point of time, she's bound to definitely have fantasized me to be taemin given how similar we look. and above all, it scared me how much i was cheated by her. exactly since when did she finally come to like me, or was that never the case?"
the accident : the accident happened on a rainy evening, jongin had already been boiling in anger because of what he had just found out about jooyeon. letting his anger control him and all his emotions, he drove recklessly which led into a car accident by an empty street and straight into the lamp post. as the side that slammed into the lamp post was jongin's side, jooyeon suffered nothing but a whiplash and a few superficial cuts; it was nothing compared to jongin. the pole fell due to the impact of jongin's car, but luckily, it landed a few inches from jongin; however, the impact from the pole did cause the head of the car to collaspe upon jongin, thus injuring him badly. even though barely conscious, jooyeon manages to pull herself away from the damaged car and call the cops ( the only number she could remember at that current moment ), but she only made it to the few words: "help me...". with the help of gps, they were located within minutes and jongin was pulled out from the car safely.
"terrible doesn't cut it, i felt like my whole world crashed above me in the form of jongin's car. why did he have to suffer for my mistake. the whole accident was my fault. it wasn't fair. the look of confusion on his face after he regains conscious then made me realise, 'ah, that was my karma'. him not remembering me at all. i couldn't help but think, maybe it was for the better. his memories from when we met to when we started dating were all swiped clean. i couldn't help but think i could finally have a clean start with jongin."
the questions
do you live together with your love interest? : "we don't, but we also do in a sense. i mean, we literally live across one another. that said, we frequent to one another's house to sleepover."
how long did you guys "avoid" each other after the argument? : "the accident happened right when we were fighting, so we couldn't quite avoid one another."
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comments / questions? : the end feels so rushed, but it was because i was legit rushing to finish this. this was long overdue, i actually started this way before deadline was set and all, but wasn't motivated. but - i even have the pacific ing clock as one of my tabs to make sure i don't fall behind too much.

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akkindda #1
im screaming because this is absolutely gorgeous