i feel ???? so ty ????

like there's not even a reason (ignoring me being a sad excuse for a human ofc)

i just feel like , i mean i do every day but tonight i feel it stronger :)

like, i wonder why i picked up writing in the first place, i mean ????

i'm never content with what i write. it's either too boring, too short, too descriptive, too something

and i feel really bad about all those people who give me nice comments nd compliment me, i just feel like they don't genuinely mean it, y'know

i feel like they just say that because they feel bad about me, bc i'll never be a good writer no matter how much time i spend or how hard i try

these people take precious time of their lives to comment on my ty word vomit, but i don't even appreciate it like what kind of crappy human being am i ?????

my anxiety has been getting worse, i had a panic attack while showering today like

wow annie you're so pathetic it's funny