Guuuuuys~

I am a hopeless romantic, apparently .__. (or so my friend tagged me as)

I like someone.. a lottt.. he's a junior and I'm a sophomore... and I'm so confuuuuused lol.

OMG, how come right when I finished typing the sentence above "River Flows In You-Yiruma" starts playing. ;__; 

lol, that was actually kind of funny... anyways...

Ever since freshman year, when he was a sophomore in my biology class... it's like we've been sending mixed signals or something!

He used to look over at my desk in class a few times everyday in 6th period, when I look at him he'd automatically turn his head and it was pretty obvious he was glancing in my direction, whenever I'd walk up the stairs to the 2nd floor building I'd see him on the balcony by our classroom staring down at me and it reminded me of romeo and juliet but backwards LOL (It's like he'd always wait for me before going inside because I always see people piling in the room but he'd just wait by the railing), when I see him at lunch with his friends I purposely look over a my shoulder and catch him looking back at me, I'd see him everywhere I walk, during that year I thought he'd ask me out but he sadly did not.

I had multiple dreams of him and it felt like they were signs because all my dreams with him felt so realistic. Mostly because the setting of my dreams with him were in our 6th period bio class .__. 

So this year when I'm finally a sopho and he's a juni I thought I'd never see him again because he's not in any of my classes.

Then, oddly enough, as I walked to first period I see him the first day walking the opposite direction and thought (Strange, he must have the same building as me)

Walking to 2nd period I see him and his friends walking the opposite direction of me again.

3rd period his classroom is right next to mine!

Lunch I ALWAYS happen to pass by his lunch table and I caught him staring at me again ;__;

4th period he has the same building as me and seriously everyday when I walk out he waits in the corner by the staircase (probably waiting for his friend to arrive) and I catch him glancing over at me again .__. and this happens Every. Single. Day. Me catching him looking in my direction and now I'm starting to get suspicious if he really likes me or not..

5th period I don't see him thankfully lol, or else I'd feel like a stalker.

Then 6th period he's in the building behind me, so whenever I walk out of class by the end of the day I end up walking in front of him and his friends to go exit my own way out of school. 

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?!?

The realistic dreams, the randomly close classes together, his constant glancing... I just want to freakin' walk up to him and confront him in the face and straight out ask "Do you like me or not?!"

LOL, I'M SO TIRED OF WAITING, BUT HE HONESTLY APPEARS TO BE A SHY CUTE GUY SO I DON'T EXPECT HIM COMING UP TO ME AND TALK TO ME ANYTIME SOON.

I remember last year I gathered up all the courage I had to actually walk up to him and I swear I was about to faint lol. I just asked for a simple homework assignment (Though I knew he didn't do it because he's pretty lazy in class) and he said "no sorry" and his face looked so shocked or something that I asked him that and I was like "Oh, really? Okay then, bye~" then I quickly walked away from him and my friend beside me teased and said ,"Juliann, he's still looking at you." and arrrghhhhhhh! If you stare at me all the time why don't you have the courage to come up to me and talk to me?! You're the guy... mhmgkmgsfiah ;~;

Sometimes he looks like those cocky jerks, and other times when I catch him starting at me he just .. looks so innocent..

and... I want him to be my boyfriend already.. and.. like.. *sigh* I don't want to go into detail with all the romantic dates and holding hands and blaaah.

Maybe I'm just over thinking this situation and it's not fate nor destiny. He just so happens to have classes near me and walks by me every single day at school.

But I've never liked a guy this long to realize he's been around me for basically 2 years.. and what if he does like me but is too scared of rejection... ahhhh.. hopeless romantic o_o hahah.