Hi, guys! It’s been a while… but I’m sorry to announce that I’ll not be continuing any of my stories. I’ve come to the decision that I want to stop writing. Stop being a writer altogether. This is kind of an impulsive decision but then, I think – no, I’ve always wanted to stop. The thought of quitting has always been lingering in my head for a while but I always just brushed it off but now, with me being an intern for 3 months (With only 5 hours free time a day, where do I get the time to write, really. ‘wrong place wrong time – I’ll just leave it at that) and then another few months going away to god knows where, then boom! I’ll be in my final year in no time, which will be full of thesis, thesis, thesis… who has time to write fanfiction?! And even if I’m a lazy , I take things seriously when it comes to studying.

While I like to imagine scenarios in my head, I don’t actually enjoy writing them – describing every scene, writing every detail, constructing words, proofreading – it’s very time-consuming. I’m not a native English speaker. I don’t speak English on a daily basis. Sometimes I forget words, even the simplest ones so that usually leads to me doubling the time.

Writing fanfictions is supposed to be a guilty pleasure but now it just left me feeling guilty because I spent so much time writing a chapter when I barely spend time studying. Moreover, if I squeeze my brain for ideas because writer’s block is a b*tch I can’t handle and inspiration always hit me at the wrong time and the wrong place. Who likes that? Obviously, I don’t.

But even if I have no intention of coming back as a writer, I won’t completely disappear from the ‘fanfiction world’. I’ll still read some stories on my free time but just not on AFF. Although you’ll see me here sometime, I’m more active on AO3, mostly reading BTS’ fics. You can easily find me there as inayester as well. And well, I’m always available on twitter if you wanna talk, or vent, or to fangirl; I’m a multi-fandom fangirl (there’s always that one person that  I like in every group I stumbled upon) so feel free to hit me up. Time differences be damned :))

This is not farewell so I’m not gonna bid you guys goodbye. So, see ya! x