Hi everyone. I am StarStruckzEunHae. I have a crush who is somewhat gangster? Becuz he always disobedient to the teachers. Some teachers only but when it comes to his mentors, he obeyed them. He also someone who always bully me in school. Not physically but mentally. He always says that I am a couple with some other guy in class which I AM NOT! Argh! Anyways, enjoyyy~

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I have a crush and he's just my classmate.

He is someone who hurts me every single day and treats me like a trash.

I know I can just shout on his face but... I can't.

I can never hate him and watching him from a far is enough.

Whenever I looked at him, it made me feels hypnotised by him.

Whenever I looked into his eyes, it made me feels captivated.

How I wish he could be mine?

But I know it will never hapen.

Becuz he knew it already.

It hurts a lot when he said those harsh yet mean words to me.

I know that I am neither pretty nor beautiful.

But I still like you.

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I love you.
I can't tell you right now.

I miss you.
I can't express the feeling right now.

I need you.
I can't show it to you right now.

I want to talk to you.
I can't right now.

No matter where you are,
I have waited long for you for a thousand years~

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Early in the morning, I see the sun rissing.

In the afternoon, I see the sun setting down.

In the night, I see the full moon high up in the sky.

Whenever I look at you, I see you.

Whenever I do something, I think of you.

Whenever I dream in my sleep, I dream about you.

There is so many things that related to you.

But I chose to ignore you just like you ignoring me.

I hope that the day I forgot you will be the day school re-opens.

And no matter how much I hate you.

I can't because I still like you.

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When the day turns to a wonderful day,
I felt like dying.

When the day turns to a beautiful night,
I felt like living.

I don't know why I felt like this.
But I do know that it's because of you, I am like this.
I wished that you never exist in this world.
I wished that I never met you in this world.

But too bad, you exist and I was the first person to encounter someone like you.
I hate you just like you hate me.
But I can't help to like you instead of hating you.
I am a lovesick person.

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Ants is what we are. When we are separated, we are weak and small.
But when we are together, we are strong.

Facts might be facts but they are the truth.

I wished to be yours only and you're mine only.

Flying high up in the sky with you is a dream come true.

United as one, you and me only.

Don't you felt a bit of pity for me like I do for you?

Don't you care about me like I do for you?

I know we are different.

Nevertheless, we are the same.

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I like you.

I really do.

You always make fun of me.

It hurts me deeply in my heart.

Why do you have to do such horrible things to me?

And don't you know that everytime you hurt me, there'll be a deep scar in my heart?

I am a fool to like someone like you...

No, I am a fool to love someone for you.

Usually, it took me a month to get rid of my old crush but you...

It took me forever to get rid of you.

From 1^st January till now.

I still felt the same for you.

My heart beats fast for you.

My body always give me the tingles whenever you are near me.

My arms will give me a lot of scratches whenever you are in a fight.

My body will automatically give me a cold shudder whenever you look at me.

I don't care if you hate me now once you see this.

I want you to know that I love you so freaking much.

And the last time confession of you don't like me was through your friend, not you, yourself, idiot!

You're a coward!

You're a bastard!

You're a jerk!

In the end, you are nothing but a scumbag.

But still, I love you.

I don't know why I can't let go of you even though you are a smoker, always involve in a gang fight and such.

But still, I love you.

Till the day we meet again, my love.

Goodbye.