Had a bad day + random poem
So yesterday I had a bad day.
It was one of those bad days that felt so ordinary it was bad.
I could easily rant about it here but I doubt it will help much.
Instead, I translated some of these emotions into a poem which I am gonna show you.
But before that, if you read it and think that this would make a good fanfic plot, just comment. Probably can make a three-shot.
Oh and I apologise if you had been waiting for my updates. It's just that I got into a rather prestigious school and there is a need for me to be working hard now. (Especially when I'm falling behind)
Okay then. Here's the poem.
Sometimes:
Sometimes I want to cry
And let the tears flow down my eyes
And down my face till I'm tired and drained
Then maybe they will see me.
Sometimes I want to scream
Loud and continuous, close to a shriek
Till my face turns red and my breath heavy
Then maybe they will hear me.
Sometimes I want to be in pain
Have jagged lines that bleed and run
Across my arms and down my hands
Then maybe they will worry for me.
Sometimes... I want to die
Hanging for a ceiling, towards the sky
With a necklace of rope around my neck
Then maybe, for once, they will care.
For a girl so transparent, they didn't bother to see
They didn't bother to hear, they didn't bother to care
And when the girl finally slips away silently
Then they will cry and regret.
But what can you do? Time has past
You can't shove it in you pocket, and expect to be able
To forget, that the girl who died that day
Was alone, in the quiet, and out of sight.
All you can do was to remember her.
Sometimes.
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