HELLO EVERYONE.

You know how serial killers have that sinister laugh before they finish you off? Imagine I just laughed like that.

My best friend moved to Japan in December. Well, actually, she went to San Diego and she's leaving for Japan on Sunday, but that doesn't matter.

This morning in Math class I was having a ty day (I blame it on PMS) and my classmate smiles at me, rather creepily. Just so you follow, her name is Aiko.

• Aiko: (creepy smile) Hey Cayla.
• Me: Yes...
• Aiko: Guess what?
• Me: (comes closer) wut
• Aiko: Rhey-Jean (my bestfran) is here. :D
• Me: HOLY OCIEFHIMOASFIUHHN WHAT!?!?!?!!!??!
• Aiko: Yeah. Carly and Makana were walking around yesterday and they saw her at her old house. She told them to keep quiet. 
• Me: HOLY OSICFNHOSFHRSK REALLY OMFG CAN I ASK HER OR AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP SHUSHED TOO OMFG

I can't contain my happiness as I excitedly clutch onto my algebra textbook.

• Aiko: Ca-cayla. Cayla. I'm.. just kidding.
• Me:

• Aiko: Cayla, I'm sorry. D: I'LL BUY YOU SOMETHING! Cayla, I'm sorry
• Other classmates: Cayla, it was just a joke....
• Dude-classmate next to me: Omfg you guys that's dirty. 
• Me: TT____TT It's okay...
• Aiko: You hate me ):
• Me: I'm gonna cry.

I didn't end up crying.

After school, I was waiting in my class since I don't like being downstairs waiting for my bus. So I'm just chillllllin with my yeobo and the various people over there and my classmate rushes in and I see Rhey-Jean and 

TIME

STOPPED

I dropped my textbook (which had $178 pressed inside of it - probably not smart, but hell, MY BEST FRIEND WAS THERE) and my bag (which I only realized I dropped after having a heart attack - I'd never intentionally drop my bag like that) and SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT, RAN TO HER, AND HUGGED HER TO DEATH WHILE CONTINUING TO SCREAM WITH EVERYONE WATCHING. I used to jump on people like this in elementary but I'm too heavy now xD

So before I leave she says, "COME TO PALACE TODAY! 4:30 to like 7:30!" and I'm all, "WTF THATS SO LAST MINUTE MY PARENTS-" and she's all, "BEG THEM!"

So I go home and ask. They say yes. I get ready, and guess what her mom says? mofo that changed her mind.

SHE

DOESN'T

NEED 

TO

GO

So, the rest of my friends can see her tomorrow at the hotel she's staying at but I CAN'T.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now.

I just want to eat. 

Eat my feelings away.