When im 14 years old, i like my own senior.. his name is T. Before im into him, i just got dumped by MJ.. i wrote a letter to him.. the letter said..

" If i like you, would you believe it and accept it?" 

"No, i dont believe you and i dont accept it" 

It was pretty shocking, when i read the letter, i got mad and threw it away on the road.. unbelievable, i thought we share the same feelings because i noticed that he always look at me.. the stare that he gave me is a curious look. It looks like he was into me  and want to know more about me.. but i was wrong.. i felt so stupid and cut my wrist. . i cry for 3 days precisely.. my eyes got swollen every day when i think  about him.. when my mum ask why, i just said " oh, lack of sleep.. i guess. I dont sleep last night" if she keep on nagging me, i would go to room and put my earphones on. It left a scar but nobody ask what happen to your hand? Weird huh? I get used to it.. basically, no one would care because they knew it was your childish act..

I met T at the library. He is a librarian. He is handsome nerd boy. He was opening the door, look outside for while.. i was             standing right behind him. God, he smells nice! I really want to   hug him at that time. Then, he turned back and the distance  between both of us get closer.. he smiled and said sorry.. i fell in love with his sweet low voice, his innocent look and how humble  he is.  My heart race through my blood vessel like there is no tomorow as i tried to take a deep breath. I smiled at him and  show him my sweet dimples and i said " it's okay, i dont mind." 

That's how we met for the first time. I kept on wondering if he likes my dimples as much as your friends like it too. I dont know what to say but im crazy about him.