I find it quite funny the way we all see the world. No matter what we see, think, or feel we all see something. We all feel something. Before I saw the world dark and no hope in anyone believe me or not , but I didn't see the world as a happy place. I saw it as a place for us to suffer and be in pain. I mean think about it we as humans I think everyday we go through emotional breakdowns and hardships big or small I believe we all go through some sort of story. One week I had a different thought: Even though the world may look dark and can be painful , does that mean I have to be cruel and dark as the world ? That is when i learned something so big .......

I don't . 

I can smile and enjoy things in life. My life , my family , every beautiful scenery there it. Every particle of the world can be evil , but I promised to always smile. See, I got tired of being so sad or mad with the world I wanted to enjoy and be happy with whatever I had. I dont want people to think of me as a dull mean person. I figured that I needed to just smile and see some sort of beauty in anything I stumble upon in life . So , I told myself to enjoy, love, embrace, and smile no matter how many tears stream down my face or bruises I have on my body whether I take my last breath or take my first step into something ......

I promised myself to smile. Because I deserve to live a life full of happiness and understand that things happen for a reason. Life should be filled with good and bad , but we all deserve to at least enjoy a point in life .