OH MY GOD OH MY GOD! MY LIFE! OH SORRY ABOUT THAT. IT'S JUST THAT I'M VERY EXCITED AND OVERLY HAPPY! OH MY GOD I SRSLY CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!! I'M IN A SCHOOL BRASS BAND. YOU KNOW, I FINALLY ASKED MY BAND SIR SOMETHING I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK SINCE LAST YEAR.  I WAITED FOR THE RIGHT TIMING AND I FINALLY DID. I'M IN TEARS RIGHT NOW.  SO HAPPY! I FINALLY ASKED THE BAND SIR WHETHER I COULD GET A SOUSAPHONE! I WANNA HUG YOU GUYS RIGHT NOW!!!

A SOUSAPHONE LOOKS LIKE THIS! 

WELL, IT'S ONLY NATURAL FOR ME TO WANT A SOUSAPHONE. I PLAY THE BASS.

A BASS LOOKS LIKE THIS!

SOUSAPHONE IS A BIGGER VERSION OF BASS. AHMADDIYA AND MAJEEDIYYA BASSES GET TO PLAY THE SOUSAPHONE AFTER 1 OR 2 YEARS. (AHMADDIYA AND MAJEEDIYYA ARE ALL-BOYS SCHOOLS. I GO TO AN ALL GIRLS SCHOOL.) SO, I THINK I GOT A BIT AMBITIOUS OR MAYBE I JUST WANTED TO PLAY THE SOUSAPHONE! SIR TOLD ME THAT I CAN'T PLAY IT THIS YEAR BUT HE'LL TRY TO GET IT FOR ME NEXT YEAR SINCE I WANT IT. THERE'S HOPE!!! HOPUE YOU CAN DO THIS FOR ME RIGHT? 

AND I THINK I NOW KNOW WHY I GOT EMOTIONAL OVER THIS! 
"Don't be trapped in someone else's dream."
- Kim TaeHyung of BTS

TODAY I IBA SHAREEF FINALLY  REALIZED SOMETHING, I'VE BEEN WONDERING FOR A REALLY LONG TIME! I WANT TO BE A MUSICIAN. I DON'T CARE WHAT KIND OF A MUSICIAN I'M OK WIITH PLAYING IN AN ORCHESTRA, BAND, MNDF BAND (MALDIVES NATIONAL DEFENCE FORCES' BAND) OR MAYBE A SINGER. BECOMING A DOCTOR IS MY DAD'S DREAM. HE WANTS ME TO BECOME A DOCTOR AND I DIDN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I WANTED, SO I TELL OTHERS THAT MY DREAM IS TO BECOME A DOCTOR. I NOW KNOW WHAT I WANT. I'M GOING TO STAND UP FOR MY DREAM BUT I'M KINDA SCARED CAUSE MY DAD MIGHT NOT LIKE IT. 

IT'S PARTY TIME GUYS! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M FEELING TODAY! I FEEL LIKE CRYING AND LAUGHING AND MANY OTHER EMOTIONS I CAN'T EXPLAIN! 

OK. THE PHOTO BOMB PART OF THIS BLOG WAS UNPLANNED. 

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!